Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
“Well!” she exclaimed, “that’s a fine thing to be calling people who
behave themselves!”
“Then they don’t think of anything bad that they want to do,” he
persisted. “You wouldn’t call that being good, would you, Ellen? Pshaw,
what’s the credit in that?”
“It’s well for them they don’t think of such things,” she declared. “To
hear you, a person would believe you wanted to be tempted.”
“No, I hate it, honestly,” he replied, and she felt that he was trying
to speak truly of himself. “I used to say that part of the Lord’s
prayer, about ‘lead us not into temptation,’ over twice. I did, for a
long time. Because, you see, I’m really tempted--always, every minute.”
He paused after this announcement, which, in spite of his sincerity,
had a note of pride, and Ellen broke in, thinking that the moment had
come to speak of what was most in her mind.
“Potter, you haven’t been making any more of those pictures, have you?”
She felt him shift quickly to the defensive.
“Yes, I have,” he said. “I’ve finished two more.”
“Well, I’m ashamed of you.”
“Why do you mind them so much, Ellen?”
“You don’t have to ask me why.”
“But I do, because my father didn’t think they were bad. He only
lectured me for show!” He chuckled at the recollection.
“Ah, Potter, your father is a grown man! Men do lots of things that you
shouldn’t think about. You’re just a child. Those pictures! What’s the
good of them anyway? Nice people wouldn’t have them around.”
“Some people would!” he declared stoutly. “They’re beautiful, or my
father wouldn’t have kept them ... and the one I’ve just finished is
the best, oh, lots the best I’ve done!”
She sensed a strain of profound unhappiness in his voice, and all her
instincts flew to soothe the hurt.
“I don’t mean to be hard on you, Potter,” she said. “You worry me,
that’s all. I can’t see why you bother about these things that other
people never think of.”
“Aw,” he said, “never mind, Ellen. I guess I don’t know what I want.
It’s no fun being a boy when you’d like to be a man.”
They both fell silent, listening to the trees chattering overhead
like live things. The breeze that stirred them was growing chill, and
Potter, responding to the kindlier tone of his companion, moved closer
to her. His last words and this unconscious movement of affection
touched her. She put a rough, friendly hand on his arm, and they sat
there in silence for a time. It was he who broke it....
Suddenly a strange plea came pouring from his lips in a torrent of
eager words, a plea that she all at once realized she had many times
before dreaded--and laughed at herself for dreading.... She sat,
scarcely breathing, with averted face. He ended abruptly, frightened
at the sound of his own voice. She said nothing. Surely she understood
him. What was she thinking?
She turned toward him at last, and he found himself looking into her
black eyes that glowed like coals despite the mantle of dusk. Her
parted lips closed in a tight line.
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