The wind blew strong and moist and salt from the western ocean as I
walked down the steps into the semi-darkness of Pine Street. But it was
powerless to cool the hot blood that surged into my cheeks in the tumult
of emotion that followed my dismissal by Luella Knapp. I was furious at
the poor figure I had cut in her sight, at the insults I had been forced
to bear without reply, and at the hopelessness of setting myself right.
Yet, more than all was I sick at heart at the dreadful task before me.
My spirit was bleeding from every stab that this girl had dealt me; yet
I had to confess that her outburst of rage had challenged my admiration
even more than her brightness in the hour that had gone before. How
could I go through with my work? How could I bear to overwhelm her with
the sorrow and disgrace that must crush on her if I proved to the world
the awful facts that were burned on my brain?
Resolve, shame, despair, fought with each other in the tumult in my mind
as I passed between the bronze lions and took my way down the street. I
was called out of my distractions with a sudden start as though a bucket
of cold water had been thrown over me. I had proceeded not twenty feet
when I saw two dark forms across the street. They had, it struck me,
been waiting for my appearance, for one ran to join the other and both
hastened toward the corner as though to be ready to meet me.
I could not retreat to the house of the Wolf that loomed forbiddingly
behind me. There was nothing to do but to go forward and trust to
my good fortune, and I shifted my revolver to the side-pocket of my
overcoat as I stepped briskly to the corner. Then I stopped under the
lamp-post to reconnoiter.
The two men who had roused my apprehensions did not offer to cross the
street, but slackened their pace and strolled slowly along on the
other side. I noted that it seemed a long way between street-lamps
thereabouts. I could see none between the one under which I was standing
and the brow of the hill below. Then it occurred to me that this
circumstance might not be due to the caprice of the street department of
the city government, but to the thoughtfulness of the gentlemen who were
paying such close attention to my affairs. I decided that there were
better ways to get down town than were offered by Pine Street.
To the south the cross-street stretched to Market with an unbroken array
of lights, and as my unwary watchers had disappeared in the darkness, I
hastened down the incline with so little regard for dignity that I found
myself running for a Sutter Street car--and caught it, too. As I swung
on to the platform I looked back; but I saw no sign of skulking figures
before the car swept past the corner and blotted the street from sight.
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