Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
_Later._--Another wonderful time. I went with Seymour up to the
market-place of the town of Noat, outside the Town Rooms, and there we
had another stormy meeting. I talked a very great deal this time;
Bronsill and I went on the whole time to rather an excited crowd. Then
he and I were dragged off and put on a balcony where the Press
photographed us, and he addressed the crowd and I prompted him and
hear-heared, etc. I would have spoken had there been time, but lunch
arrived and we departed. It was too wonderful; it is tremendous fun
being above a crowd, about 150 this time, and I wasn’t a bit nervous.
Nor was I terrified when the crowd became nasty again as on the
previous day; it is the most exhilarating thing I know--far better than
hunting. Meanwhile, a master saw me and J. W. P. knows. What will
happen?
17 November.
Nothing happened with J. W. P.; he didn’t mind, and was vastly amused.
Have written another story all about blood; not impossibly bad but
sadly mediocre. If only I could write! But I think I improve. Those
terrible, involved sentences of mine are my undoing.
Fox was pleased at my admiring Carlyle.
18 November.
Harington Brown asked me for an MS. for the magazine he is producing:
gave him _Sonny_, but don’t suppose it will be suitable, though I am
sure it has some worth. The thing is only about 1400 words, and when he
refuses it I am going to send it up to some London magazine which will
take very short stories, and at present I don’t know of one.
I rather hope that H. B. won’t accept the thing. The ephemerals are
always putrescent, and nobody with any sense reads them. There have
been about three editions of it so far, one a term.
19 November, after lunch.
Have been accepted by H. B., with mixed feelings on my part. However,
his thing is a cut above the usual ephemeral and is quite sensible, but
there is a sense of degradation attached to appearing in print. But I
hope this means that I can write; it’s not bad work as I’m only just
seventeen. Perhaps it is too good, and I shan’t do anything again.
Carlyle’s flight to Varennes in his _Revolution_ is almost too painful
to read, so exciting is it to me. It is all untrue, of course, they did
not go half as slow as he would make out, nevertheless it is superb.
Thank God there are only a few more weeks of this football.
* * * * *
NOAT, 26 January.
What a long interval, and what a very little has happened! The holidays
were enlivened by two deaths in the village, which much excited Mamma,
and one or two scandals in the neighbourhood, which she followed
carefully without taking up sides.
The bulldog died, which was very sad; he was such a dear old thing.
Mamma was very much upset about that too, in her funny way. She seems
to spend more and more time in the village now, and to see less and
less people. One comes back here looking forward to the fullness of the
place.
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