Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Good morning, Mrs. Haye. I came down because I wish you would come up
to speak to John. He has refused to eat his breakfast, and there was a
nice bit of bacon this morning. I am afraid he is taking it rather
badly, he did not sleep much last night. But if you would come up and
get him quieter.”
What right had she to call him John? She must be changed. Oh, the
misery of it, and the tortures he must be going through. She could do
nothing, if she spoke to him she would only say the wrong thing.
She rose from the table and looked at the coffee-pot.
“I can do nothing with him, nurse. I think it would be better to leave
him to himself, he always prefers that. He will be quieter this
evening.”
“Very good, Mrs. Haye; I dressed his wounds this morning, they are
getting on nicely.”
His wounds. The scars. And he would wear black spectacles. He had been
so handsome. It would be better not to go up this morning, but let him
quieten down.
She sat down and looked out of the windows in the bay. The big lawn was
before her, they would begin to mow it soon. Dotted over it were
blackbirds and thrushes looking for worms, and in the longer grass at
the bottom she could see the cock pheasant being very cautious. They
were pretty things to look at, but he and his two wives did eat the
bulbs so. She would have to send for Brown to come down and kill them.
And what good was it keepin’ up the shootin’, now that all hope had
gone of his ever holdin’ a gun? But nothing must change. The lower
border was really looking very fine, the daffodils were doing
splendidly. It was just the same, the garden, and how well it looked
now. He hadn’t eaten his breakfast. No. Of course, once in a while a
tree fell down and made a gap that would look awkward for a bit, but
there were others growing and you became used to it. There went a
pigeon, fine birds but a pest, they did more harm to the land than the
rooks. She ought never to have made that birthday promise to John, that
the garden should be a sanctuary for them; but going out to watch them
had made him very happy in the old days, and now? What would he do now?
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