Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
No, everything must go on just the same, the garden would be still the
best in twelve miles, even if all the world went blind. They must find
a companion for the boy, Mabel would be able to help there. Someone who
would spend his time with him, her time, that would be better. It was
so terrible, he would never marry now, she would have no grandchildren.
The place would be sold, the name would die, there was no one. Ralph
had been the last. “Granny.” He would not meet any nice girls now, he
could never marry. A girl would not want to marry a blind man. All her
dreams were gone, of his marrying, of her going up to live in the Dower
House--that was why the Evanses had it on a short lease. She would have
made friends with his wife and would have shown her how to run
everything. His wife would have made changes in the house, of course,
and it would have been sad seeing the place different; but then the
grandchildren, and he would have made such a good father. Why was it
taken away quite suddenly like this? But then they might still find
some girl who had had a story, or who was unhappy at home, who would be
glad, who would not be quite--but who would do. He must marry. All the
bachelors one had known had been so womanish, old grandfathers without
children. John Goe. She could not fill his life, there would have to be
a wife. Mabel might know of someone. Perhaps they would not be happy,
but they would be married. And she ought to be happy here, it was a
wonderful place, so beautiful with the garden and the house. It had
been her real life, this place; before she had married she had not
counted, something had just been training her for this. And she had
improved it, with the rock garden and the flowers. Mary Haye had not
known one flower from another. And she had got the village straight,
there had been no illegitimate children for two years, and they were
all married. It would be a blow going, a bit of her cut off, but the
Dower House was only a mile off, and right in the middle of the
village. And now perhaps she would be able to live here till she died
if he did not marry. But he must, for his happiness, if there was to be
someone to look after him when she died. And she would have
grandchildren after all, it might turn out all right, one never knew in
this world; there had been Berty Askew. If everything failed he could
have a housekeeper. Yes, it was immoral, but he must have love, and
someone to look after him. After Grandmamma died the Grandparent had
had one at Tarnarvaran. Argyll and the heather.... Really, now that
this trouble was upon her, Edward might write. But it was for him to
act first.
She must order dinner. There was comfort in choosing his food, it was
something to do for him. Going out she straightened a picture that was
a little crooked. As she opened the door the sunlight invaded the
passage beyond, and made a square of yellow on the parquet floor.
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