Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The hat is a masterpiece, and being so has, of course, started a
violent controversy. Those who consider it merely bounderism, and those
who think it amusing, talk very seriously together and stop when I
approach, while the faithful come in occasionally to tell me what the
others have said.
The most beautiful letter ever written is undoubtedly that of Charlotte
Brontë’s on her sister Emily’s death.
28 July.
No more work till the summer holidays. Have been relegated by the House
selection committee to the dud tent at Camp, which amuses me vastly.
Apparently those who manage the affairs of the tent prefer Bulwer and
Maston to myself; more amusing still. Shall I get elected into the
Reading Room next term? Probably not. I think as a matter of fact they
want a mobbing tent which they know I would not join in, anyhow I shall
be much more comfortable as I am: at any rate that reads better, and
sounds so for that matter.
Apparently I shall get attacked if I wear my straw hat, a fact I can
hardly believe. I have had _the_ most heated arguments as to why I
should not wear fancy dress; the fact remains that people are more prim
and hidebound there than here, except that, as far as I can see, all
and sundry combine to be rude to other schools.
29 July.
A sing-song in the Hall to-night, to which everyone but myself has
gone: didn’t go for two reasons; first, because the cinema part of it
was certain to be lamentable; secondly, Fryer irks me when he sings
songs, and the applause he gets, for no other reason than that he is
everything at games, and so is profitable to applaud, maddens me.
What is bad is that this school tends to turn the really clever into
people who pretend for all they are worth to be the mediocrities which
are the personification of the splendid manhood phrase. And in the end
these poor people succeed and lose all the brains they ever had, which
is distressing, particularly for me who could do with a few more.
Sunday.
Sing-song apparently a great success. There is an auction going on now,
everything that has been handed down through the ages is being resold.
I suppose some pictures have seen about forty auctions: the commonest
are Thorburn’s petrified partridges, or worse still, those most weird
and antiquated pictures of horse-racing, the horse’s neck being the
length of its body.
Social ostracism which I am experiencing now for the first time for
many terms is really incredibly funny. It begins with a studied
vagueness when you address anyone, which means that he is frightened at
being seen talking to you: it goes on, in direct ratio to the number of
jaws they have about you, to a studied rudeness, and the lower and
younger you are the more your room is mobbed. And then the whole thing
blows over you on to some other unfortunate.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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