Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
But there was something new to-day; he had met her; he would meet her
again, and the wind was lighter for it, the branches danced almost. He
had been shy when they had met, and so had she, and he had laughed at
himself for being shy, though that was all part of the game. For now
at last he could play as the trees were doing now, advance, retreat,
and it was a holiday, and she would be wild, so wild. Mamma was
horrified at her life, she must have had a queer time, so that she
would be interesting. And her voice had been afraid, she had been
frightened at his lack of eyes. She would be fascinated later, as he
lay by her side--oh, deviltry--to listen to her hoarse voice, to weave
question and answer.
There had been doubt in Mamma’s voice when speaking about her, and it
had only been through pity that she had brought her to the house. He
was old enough to know now, she had said, that the girl lived a most
extraordinary life with her drunken father, that she was not quite
proper. As if he had not always known, as if he had not told at once
from her voice. But she, Mamma, had met her in the lane, looking so
ill, with her hand all swollen and the thumb tied up in a rag, a
rag-an’-bone man’s rag, and she, Mamma, had said to herself that after
all the girl was a parishioner, and she had positively insisted on her
coming back to the house at once, that the thumb might be properly done
up. And at first the girl had been sulky and silent, and then the poor
girl had become quite servile in her thanks. That dreadful man, her
father.
So they had met. But Mamma’s voice had been uneasy all through her
account of it; she had been frightened. She had told him that artists
married barmaids continually and were unhappy ever after. And he had
said that unhappiness was necessary to artists, and she had called that
stuff and nonsense. But they had met. For Mamma had feared before he
had gone blind that he would marry beneath him--well, not quite that,
but someone unsuitable; and just lately she had been talking a great
deal about marriage, how he must marry, how he must make a home for
himself here. Her voice had been full of plans.
Voices had become his great interest, voices that surrounded him, that
came and went, that slipped from tone to tone, that hid to give away in
hiding. There had been wonder in hers when he had groped into the room
upon them both; she had said, “Look.” But before she had opened her
mouth he had known that there was someone new in the room.
Voices had been thickly round him for the past month, all kinds of
them. Mamma extracted them from the neighbourhood, and all had sent out
the first note of horror, and some had continued horrified and
frightened, while others had grown sympathetic, and these were for the
most part the fat voices of mothers, and some had been disgusted. She
had been the first to be almost immediately at her ease, when she spoke
it was with an eager note, and there were so few eager people.
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