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“It is Monsieur. To know if Madame will lunch at Princes’ at one-thirty
to-day.” Yes, it was Monsieur himself. Yes, he had asked that the
message be given to Madame immediately. Instead of replying, Monica put
her cup down and asked Marie in a small wondering voice what time it
was. It was half-past nine. She lay still and half closed her eyes.
“Tell Monsieur I cannot come,” she said gently. But as the door shut,
anger—anger suddenly gripped her close, close, violent, half strangling
her. How dared he? How dared Ralph do such a thing when he knew how
agonizing her nerves were in the morning! Hadn’t she explained and
described and even—though lightly, of course; she couldn’t say such a
thing directly—given him to understand that this was the one
unforgivable thing.
And then to choose this frightful windy morning. Did he think it was
just a fad of hers, a little feminine folly to be laughed at and tossed
aside? Why, only last night she had said: “Ah, but you must take me
seriously, too.” And he had replied: “My darling, you’ll not believe
me, but I know you infinitely better than you know yourself. Every
delicate thought and feeling I bow to, I treasure. Yes, laugh! I love
the way your lip lifts”—and he had leaned across the table—“I don’t
care who sees that I adore all of you. I’d be with you on mountain-top
and have all the searchlights of the world play upon us.”
“Heavens!” Monica almost clutched her head. Was it possible he had
really said that? How incredible men were! And she had loved him—how
could she have loved a man who talked like that. What had she been
doing ever since that dinner party months ago, when he had seen her
home and asked if he might come and “see again that slow Arabian
smile”? Oh, what nonsense—what utter nonsense—and yet she remembered at
the time a strange deep thrill unlike anything she had ever felt
before.
“Coal! Coal! Coal! Old iron! Old iron! Old iron!” sounded from below.
It was all over. Understand her? He had understood nothing. That
ringing her up on a windy morning was immensely significant. Would he
understand that? She could almost have laughed. “You rang me up when
the person who understood me simply couldn’t have.” It was the end. And
when Marie said: “Monsieur replied he would be in the vestibule in case
Madame changed her mind,” Monica said: “No, not verbena, Marie.
Carnations. Two handfuls.”
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