Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
Beryl sat writing this letter at a little table in her room. In a way,
of course, it was all perfectly true, but in another way it was all the
greatest rubbish and she didn’t believe a word of it. No, that wasn’t
true. She felt all those things, but she didn’t really feel them like
that.
It was her other self who had written that letter. It not only bored,
it rather disgusted her real self.
“Flippant and silly,” said her real self. Yet she knew that she’d send
it and she’d always write that kind of twaddle to Nan Pym. In fact, it
was a very mild example of the kind of letter she generally wrote.
Beryl leaned her elbows on the table and read it through again. The
voice of the letter seemed to come up to her from the page. It was
faint already, like a voice heard over the telephone, high, gushing,
with something bitter in the sound. Oh, she detested it to-day.
“You’ve always got so much animation,” said Nan Pym. “That’s why men
are so keen on you.” And she had added, rather mournfully, for men were
not at all keen on Nan, who was a solid kind of girl, with fat hips and
a high colour—“I can’t understand how you can keep it up. But it is
your nature, I suppose.”
What rot. What nonsense. It wasn’t her nature at all. Good heavens, if
she had ever been her real self with Nan Pym, Nannie would have jumped
out of the window with surprise. . . . My dear, you know that white
satin of mine. . . . Beryl slammed the letter-case to.
She jumped up and half unconsciously, half consciously she drifted over
to the looking-glass.
There stood a slim girl in white—a white serge skirt, a white silk
blouse, and a leather belt drawn in very tightly at her tiny waist.
Her face was heart-shaped, wide at the brows and with a pointed
chin—but not too pointed. Her eyes, her eyes were perhaps her best
feature; they were such a strange uncommon colour—greeny blue with
little gold points in them.
She had fine black eyebrows and long lashes—so long, that when they lay
on her cheeks you positively caught the light in them, someone or other
had told her.
Her mouth was rather large. Too large? No, not really. Her underlip
protruded a little; she had a way of sucking it in that somebody else
had told her was awfully fascinating.
Her nose was her least satisfactory feature. Not that it was really
ugly. But it was not half as fine as Linda’s. Linda really had a
perfect little nose. Hers spread rather—not badly. And in all
probability she exaggerated the spreadiness of it just because it was
her nose, and she was so awfully critical of herself. She pinched it
with a thumb and first finger and made a little face. . . .
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