Europe -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
Of course I would. Away the little fox-terrier flew. It happened most
usefully, too; for I owed much money at the hotel where I took my
meals, and two English people requiring rooms for an indefinite time
was an excellent sum on account.
Perhaps I did rather wonder, as I stood in the larger of the two rooms
with Madame, saying “Admirable,” what the woman friend would be like,
but only vaguely. Either she would be very severe, flat back and front,
or she would be tall, fair, dressed in mignonette green, name—Daisy,
and smelling of rather sweetish lavender water.
You see, by this time, according to my rule of not looking back, I had
almost forgotten Dick. I even got the tune of his song about the
unfortunate man a little bit wrong when I tried to hum it. . . .
I very nearly did not turn up at the station after all. I had arranged
to, and had, in fact, dressed with particular care for the occasion.
For I intended to take a new line with Dick this time. No more
confidences and tears on eyelashes. No, thank you!
“Since you left Paris,” said I, knotting my black silver-spotted tie in
the (also unpaid for) mirror over the mantelpiece, “I have been very
successful, you know. I have two more books in preparation, and then I
have written a serial story, _Wrong Doors_, which is just on the point
of publication and will bring me in a lot of money. And then my little
book of poems,” I cried, seizing the clothes-brush and brushing the
velvet collar of my new indigo-blue overcoat, “my little book—_Left
Umbrellas_—really did create,” and I laughed and waved the brush, “an
immense sensation!”
It was impossible not to believe this of the person who surveyed
himself finally, from top to toe, drawing on his soft grey gloves. He
was looking the part; he was the part.
That gave me an idea. I took out my notebook, and still in full view,
jotted down a note or two. . . . How can one look the part and not be
the part? Or be the part and not look it? Isn’t looking—being? Or
being—looking? At any rate who is to say that it is not? . . .
This seemed to me extraordinarily profound at the time, and quite new.
But I confess that something did whisper as, smiling, I put up the
notebook: “You—literary? you look as though you’ve taken down a bet on
a racecourse!” But I didn’t listen. I went out, shutting the door of
the flat with a soft, quick pull so as not to warn the concierge of my
departure, and ran down the stairs quick as a rabbit for the same
reason.
But ah! the old spider. She was too quick for me. She let me run down
the last little ladder of the web and then she pounced. “One moment.
One little moment, Monsieur,” she whispered, odiously confidential.
“Come in. Come in.” And she beckoned with a dripping soup ladle. I went
to the door, but that was not good enough. Right inside and the door
shut before she would speak.
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