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Yes, that was what he waited for and so did she. Yes, while she shook
the teapot hot and dry over the spirit flame she saw those other two,
him, leaning back, taking his ease among the cushions, and her, curled
up _en escargot_ in the blue shell arm-chair. The picture was so clear
and so minute it might have been painted on the blue teapot lid. And
yet she couldn’t hurry. She could almost have cried: “Give me time.”
She must have time in which to grow calm. She wanted time in which to
free herself from all these familiar things with which she lived so
vividly. For all these gay things round her were part of her—her
offspring—and they knew it and made the largest, most vehement claims.
But now they must go. They must be swept away, shooed away—like
children, sent up the shadowy stairs, packed into bed and commanded to
go to sleep—at once—without a murmur!
For the special thrilling quality of their friendship was in their
complete surrender. Like two open cities in the midst of some vast
plain their two minds lay open to each other. And it wasn’t as if he
rode into hers like a conqueror, armed to the eyebrows and seeing
nothing but a gay silken flutter—nor did she enter his like a queen
walking soft on petals. No, they were eager, serious travellers,
absorbed in understanding what was to be seen and discovering what was
hidden—making the most of this extraordinary absolute chance which made
it possible for him to be utterly truthful to her and for her to be
utterly sincere with him.
And the best of it was they were both of them old enough to enjoy their
adventure to the full without any stupid emotional complication.
Passion would have ruined everything; they quite saw that. Besides, all
that sort of thing was over and done with for both of them—he was
thirty-one, she was thirty—they had had their experiences, and very
rich and varied they had been, but now was the time for
harvest—harvest. Weren’t his novels to be very big novels indeed? And
her plays. Who else had her exquisite sense of real English Comedy? . .
.
Carefully she cut the cake into thick little wads and he reached across
for a piece.
“Do realize how good it is,” she implored. “Eat it imaginatively. Roll
your eyes if you can and taste it on the breath. It’s not a sandwich
from the hatter’s bag—it’s the kind of cake that might have been
mentioned in the Book of Genesis. . . . And God said: ‘Let there be
cake. And there was cake. And God saw that it was good.’”
“You needn’t entreat me,” said he. “Really you needn’t. It’s a queer
thing but I always do notice what I eat here and never anywhere else. I
suppose it comes of living alone so long and always reading while I
feed . . . my habit of looking upon food as just food . . . something
that’s there, at certain times . . . to be devoured . . . to be . . .
not there.” He laughed. “That shocks you. Doesn’t it?”
“To the bone,” said she.
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