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He rolled over in the big bed, his heart still beating in quick, dull
throbs, and with every throb he felt his energy escaping him, his—his
inspiration for the day stifling under those thudding blows. It seemed
that she took a malicious delight in making life more difficult for him
than—Heaven knows—it was, by denying him his rights as an artist, by
trying to drag him down to her level. What was the matter with her?
What the hell did she want? Hadn’t he three times as many pupils now as
when they were first married, earned three times as much, paid for
every stick and stone that they possessed, and now had begun to shell
out for Adrian’s kindergarten? . . . And had he ever reproached her for
not having a penny to her name? Never a word—never a sign! The truth
was that once you married a woman she became insatiable, and the truth
was that nothing was more fatal for an artist than marriage, at any
rate until he was well over forty. . . . Why had he married her? He
asked himself this question on an average about three times a day, but
he never could answer it satisfactorily. She had caught him at a weak
moment, when the first plunge into reality had bewildered and
overwhelmed him for a time. Looking back, he saw a pathetic, youthful
creature, half child, half wild untamed bird, totally incompetent to
cope with bills and creditors and all the sordid details of existence.
Well—she had done her best to clip his wings, if that was any
satisfaction for her, and she could congratulate herself on the success
of this early morning trick. One ought to wake exquisitely,
reluctantly, he thought, slipping down in the warm bed. He began to
imagine a series of enchanting scenes which ended with his latest, most
charming pupil putting her bare, scented arms round his neck, and
covering him with her long, perfumed hair. “Awake, my love!” . . .
As was his daily habit, while the bath water ran, Reginald Peacock
tried his voice.
When her mother tends her before the laughing mirror,
Looping up her laces, tying up her hair,
he sang, softly at first, listening to the quality, nursing his voice
until he came to the third line:
Often she thinks, were this wild thing wedded . . .
and upon the word “wedded” he burst into such a shout of triumph that
the tooth-glass on the bathroom shelf trembled and even the bath tap
seemed to gush stormy applause. . . .
Well, there was nothing wrong with his voice, he thought, leaping into
the bath and soaping his soft, pink body all over with a loofah shaped
like a fish. He could fill Covent Garden with it! “_Wedded_,” he
shouted again, seizing the towel with a magnificent operatic gesture,
and went on singing while he rubbed as though he had been Lohengrin
tipped out by an unwary Swan and drying himself in the greatest haste
before that tiresome Elsa came along along. . . .
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