England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Genealogy -- Fiction
That day and the next day it was always the same. He sat and bit his
pen, and looked hard at the questions, and waited for inspiration that
never seemed to come; while Gillingham, the brilliant, the omniscient,
the practical, fully equipped at all points, went on and wrote--wrote,
scratching his foolscap noisily with a hurrying pen, straight through
the paper. Dick envied him his fluency his readiness, his rapidity; the
Born Poet kept his knowledge all packed for immediate use at the ends of
his fingers, and seemed able to pour it forth, on no matter what topic,
the very instant he required it. Words came to him quick as thought; he
never paused for a second. Before the end of the examination Dick had
long ago given up all for lost, and only went on writing at the papers
at all from a dogged sense that it ill became a Plantagenet to admit he
was beaten as long as a drop of blood or a whiff of breath remained in
his body.
The three days of the examination passed slowly away, and each day
Dick felt even more dissatisfied with his work than he had felt on the
previous one. On the very last evening he indited a despondent letter to
Maud, so as to break the disappointment for her gently, explaining how
unequally he was matched with this clever fellow Gillingham, whom all
Rugby regarded with unanimous voice as a heaven-sent genius, a natural
historian, and a Born Poet. After which, with many sighs, he betook
himself once more for the twentieth time to the study of the questions
he had answered worst, wondering how on earth he could ever have made
that stupid blunder about Aidan and the Synod of Whitby, and what could
have induced him to suppose for one second that Peter of Amboise was
really the same person as Peter the Hermit.. With these and other like
errors he made his soul miserable that live-long night; and he worried
himself with highly-coloured mental pictures of the disgrace he
would feel it to return to Chiddingwick, no Oxford man at all, but a
bookseller's assistant.
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