England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Genealogy -- Fiction
He said it so gravely that Mary laughed outright in spite of herself.
But Dick was very much in earnest, for all that. 'I mean it, though,' he
went on, hardly smiling to himself. 'I mean it, most literally. I want
you to tell me, before I go up to Oxford, there's still some chance,
some little chance in the future for me. Or at any rate I want to let
you know what I feel, so that--well, so that if anybody else should
speak to you meanwhile, you will remember at least--and------'
He broke off suddenly. 'Oh, Miss Tudor,' he cried once more, looking
down at her with a mutely appealing look, 'it means so much to me!'
'You're very young, you know,' Mary answered, with a good woman's
subterfuge, half to gain time. 'I think it would be very foolish, both
for you and me, to tie ourselves down at our present ages. And besides,
Mr. Plantagenet'--she played with her parasol a moment--'I don't want
to hurt your feelings, but I'm not quite sure--whether or not I care for
you.'
There was a tremor in her voice that made her words mean less than
they seemed to mean; but she felt it too. This was all so sudden.
Nevertheless, Dick seized her hand. She tried to withdraw it, but
couldn't. Then he began in eager tones to pour forth his full heart to
her. He knew he had no right to ask, but he couldn't bear to go away and
leave the chance of winning her open to some other fellow. It must be
for a very long time, of course; but, still, he could work better if he
knew he was working for her. He didn't want her to say 'Yes'; he only
wanted her not quite to say 'No' outright to him. This, and much else,
he uttered from his heart with rapidly developing eloquence. He was so
glad he'd met her, for he couldn't have left Chiddingwick without at
least having spoken to her.
To all which Mary, with downcast eyes, very doubtful--though she liked
him--whether it was quite right for her to talk in this strain at all
to the dancing-master's son, replied demurely that 'twas all very
premature, and that she didn't feel able to give him any answer of any
sort, either positive or negative, till they had both of them had more
time to look about them.
'And now,' she said finally, pulling out her watch, and starting, 'I
really mustn't stop one moment longer. I must go back at once. It's
dreadfully late. I'm sure I don't know what Mrs. Tradescant will think
of me.'
'At least,' Dick cried, standing half in front of her yet again, and
blocking up the pathway, 'you'll allow me to write to you?'
Yes, Mary thought, yielding, there'd be no harm in that--no objection to
his writing.
Dick gave a little sigh of heartfelt satisfaction. 'Well, that's
something!' he cried, much relieved. 'That's always something! If you'll
allow me to write to you, I shall feel at any rate you can't quite
forget me.'
And, indeed, when a girl lets a young man begin a correspondence,
experience teaches me, from long observation, that other events are not
unlikely to follow.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account