Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He had never in his life been so amazed. She had flown at him, and
shaken him! It was unbelievable. It was pathetic. She was such a
little thing; so fierce, and so helpless.
“All right!” he said, mildly. “I’m listening. What’s it all about?”
His tone, his faint smile, did not please her.
“Oh, you think it’s nothing!” she said. “You think I’m just a silly
girl, making an awful fuss about some childish trouble. _Don’t_ you?
Well, you’re wrong. Listen to me!”
She stopped, and drew back a little, looking him straight in the face
with those strange black eyes of hers.
“I’ve done a terrible thing,” she said, in a low, steady voice. “A
wicked, terrible thing. If I get what I deserve, I’m ruined and lost.”
She turned away from him, and walked over to the window. Ross turned,
too, and followed her. She was gazing before her at the gray sky; the
curve of her cheek, her half parted lips, her wide brow, were
altogether innocent and lovely, but the look on her pale face was not
so. It was somber, bitter, and tragic.
“The sun is coming up,” she said, almost inaudibly. “_Will_ you help
me?”
“Yes,” Ross answered.
VII
Ross stood by the window, watching the sun come up—the first sunrise
he had witnessed in his native land. From the east the light welled up
and spread, slow and inexorable, across the sky, like the Master’s
glance traveling over the chill world; and in his soul Ross dreaded
that light. It would mean discovery. That very quiet figure in the
housekeeper’s room would have his revenge.
“I’m in it now,” Ross muttered. “Up to the neck.”
And why? Was it pity for that girl? Was it a stirring of sentiment
because she was his kinswoman, his cousin? He did not think so. He
might have pitied her, and still gone away. He might have recognized
their kinship simply by keeping silent about what he had seen. No; it
was something more than that; something he could not quite understand.
It was the claim of life upon a strong spirit. You are hardy and
valiant, life said; your shoulders are fitted to bear burdens, and
bear them you shall. Here before you is a cruel burden, and you cannot
turn aside. All the strong ones shall be chosen to suffer for the
weak. You are chosen, and you shall suffer.
Well, he did.
“I’ve done a wicked, terrible thing. If I get what I deserve, I’m
ruined and lost.”
That was what she had said to him, and he interpreted it readily
enough. It was hideous to think of, but not difficult to believe. She
was, he thought, capable of any imaginable thing, good or evil. She
would not weigh, or calculate, or even understand; she would only
_want._ She would want to possess something, or she would want to
destroy something which irked her.
“And after all,” he thought, “it’s not a hard thing to do. Even a
little, weak thing like her can—”
His mind balked at the fatal word, but, with a frown, he deliberately
uttered it to himself.
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