For some minutes the couple walked along in silence. At last Rattling
Bill spoke.
"I wonder," he said, "why it is that a young and healthy fellow like me
should break down sooner than you, Stevenson, for I'm both bigger and
stronger--and yet, look at us new. Ain't it strange! I wonder why it
is."
"It is strange, indeed," returned the marine quietly. "P'r'aps the
climate suits me better than you."
"I know what you're thinkin'," said Simkin, almost testily. "Why don't
you say that _drink_ is the cause of it--straight out, like a man?"
"Because I knew you were saying that to yourself, lad, so there was no
need for me to say it," returned his friend, with a side-glance and a
twinkle of the eyes.
"Well, whoever says it, it's a fact," continued Simkin, almost sternly,
"an' I make no bones of admitting it. I have bin soakin' away, right
and left, since I came to this country, in spite o' warnin's from you
and other men like you, and now I feel as if all my boasted strength was
goin' out at my heels."
Stevenson was silent.
"Why don't you say `I told you so?'" asked Simkin, sharply.
"Because I _never_ say that! It only riles people; besides," continued
the marine, earnestly, "I was asking God at the moment to enable me to
answer you wisely. You see, I think it only fair to reveal some of my
private thoughts to _you_, since you are making a father-confessor of
_me_. But as you admit that drink has done you damage, my dear fellow,
there is no need for me to say anything more on that subject. What you
want now is encouragement as to the future and advice as to the present.
Shall I give you both just now, or shall I wait?"
"`Commence firing!'" replied Simkin, with a half-jesting smile.
"Well, then, as to encouragement," said Stevenson. "A point of vital
importance with men who have gone in for drink as much as you have, is
total-abstinence; and I regard it as an evidence of God's love to you
that He has brought you here--"
"God's love that brought me _here_!" exclaimed the soldier in surprise.
"Well, that _is_ a view o' the case that don't seem quite plain."
"Plain enough if you open your eyes wide enough. See here: If you was
in camp now, with your present notions, and was to determine to give up
drink, you'd have to face and fight two most tremendous devils. One
devil is called Craving, the other is called Temptation, and all the
Arabs in the Soudan rolled into one are not so terrible or so strong as
these two when a man is left to fight them by himself. Now, is it not a
sign of our Father's love that he has, by bringing you here, removed the
devil Temptation entirely out of your way, for you can't get strong
drink here for love or money. So, you see, you have only got Craving to
fight, and that's encouraging, ain't it?"
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