Whether it was the feeling of good-fellowship and sympathy that pervaded
the meeting, or some word that was dropped at a venture and found root
in his heart, Miles could not tell, but certain it is that at that
entertainment he formed the resolution to write home before leaving.
Not that he had yet repented of the step he had taken, but he was sorry
for the manner in which he had done so, and for allowing so much time to
elapse that now the opportunity of seeing his parents before starting
was lost.
As it was impossible for him to write his letter in the noise of the
barrack-room, he went off next day to the reading-room of the Institute,
and there, with no other sounds to disturb him than the deep breathing
of some studious red-coats, and the chirping pen of a comrade engaged
like himself, he began to write.
But his thoughts somehow would not work. His pen would not write. He
even fancied that it had a sort of objection to spell. So it had, when
not properly guided by his hesitating hand. The first part went
swimmingly enough:--
"Dearest mother,
I'm so sorry--"
But here he stopped, for the memory of his father's severity re-aroused
his indignation, and he felt some doubt as to whether he really was
sorry. Then, under the impulse of this doubt, he wrote a long letter,
in imagination, in which he defended his conduct pretty warmly, on the
ground that he had been driven to it.
"Driven to what?" asked Something within him. "To the course which I
have taken and am now defending," replied Something-else within him
hotly.
"Then the course was a wrong one, else you wouldn't have to defend it!"
rejoined the first Something.
"Well--yes--n-no, it wasn't," returned the second Something doggedly.
Before this internal dispute could be carried further, Miles was aroused
by a sudden burst of noisy voices, as if a lunatic asylum had been let
loose into the hall below. Rising quickly, he hurried down with his
studious comrades to see what it could be all about.
"It's only another troop-ship come in, and they've all come up here
without giving us warning to get ready," said Tufnell, as he bustled
about, endeavouring to introduce order into what appeared to Miles to be
the reproduction of Babel, _minus_ the bricks.
The fact was that a troop-ship having arrived rather suddenly, a
sergeant had driven up in hot haste from the docks to make arrangements
for the reception of the soldiers' wives and children!
"Look sharp!" he cried, on entering the hall abruptly; "sixteen families
are on their way to you."
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