On the magazine, to which I had pledged myself, I commenced as a poet, a
poem being the only thing I had by me. The cousinly proprietor—an
extremely pleasant old gentleman, also named Ainsworth—appeared glad to
accept _anything_. He was the only person whom I have known literally to
laugh over misfortunes. He was a septuagenarian Mark Tapley. He gave
excellent dinners at Ravenscourt Park—the house in which he entertained
has long since been reduced to what printers call “pie,” its place being
covered with brand-new “mansions” and “gardens” and villas. It speaks
volumes for the old gentleman’s good-nature that, when my “poem”
appeared, filling five pages of his periodical, he never uttered a word
of rebuke or reproach. That was forty years ago, and I still regard the
incident with gratitude, for the composition was a narrative of great
duration. The scene was laid in Italy, the subject romantic, and the
verse written in heroic couplets, interspersed with lyrics after the
manner made fashionable by the Poet Laureate. I never saw it again after
my first rapturous readings, but I have little doubt that it was sad
stuff.
I then resolutely set myself to keep my proprietor fed up with prose
essays. I had the material, and I took no end of pains with the setting.
They were for the most part essays in literary criticism, and one or two
of them attracted the attention of the right sort of people. Many years
after its appearance, I was surprised and gratified to find one of these
early articles quoted in the _Athenæum_ by Theodore Watts-Dunton, and
quoted, moreover, by that distinguished man of letters as being
authoritative. Alas! by the time this appreciation of my literary
research and criticism appeared I had ceased to take myself very
seriously, and I was mixing in a society that did not take _anything_
very seriously. In my early years I had the run of a good dramatic
library, particularly rich in editions of the Elizabethan masters. The
majority of my essays of this period were derived from those boyish
studies, fortified by later browsings in the reading-room of the British
Museum. The eminent but erratic Irish gentleman with whom I was reading
Law had suggested the Museum, little imagining the direction which my
researches there were sometimes to take. To which of these fugitive
pieces of the Ainsworthonian period of my novitiate I owed my
introduction to Madox Brown, the celebrated Pre-Raphaelite painter, I
cannot distinctly recall. Clearly, it would not have been to that
terrible Italian romance in heroic couplets. But the thing happened
somehow, and I still remember the pleasurable sensations I experienced
when Oliver, the son of the great artist, called on me by appointment and
took me round to the house in Fitzroy Square, to be introduced to his
father. Madox Brown was a handsome man, of medium height,
broad-shouldered, with a wiry beard, at that time just beginning to show
the grey autumnal tints.
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