Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘You did not know it. But it is so. What you told me last night, in
answer to my question,’—she hastened to add, as he looked up
quickly—‘you could not help it, it was not your fault, but it
distressed me dreadfully. I thought about it all night. I felt that
I was groping in the dark, with no one and nothing to guide me.
There is no one here from whom I can ask a question—not one. I want
to know if you will answer me one or two.’
‘It will depend upon what they are,’ he replied in the same curt,
dry voice.
‘Yes, of course. First of all—ah, I cannot go on in this way,
cataloguing things,’ exclaimed Eleanor, passionately. ‘It is too
horrible. I don’t believe I have the right to ask one of these
questions; and yet I feel as if so much depended on my knowing the
answers to them!’
She had sat up, and leaned forward, looking with intense
earnestness, pleading earnestness at him. Michael, imperceptibly to
her, caught his breath. The temptation was strong to bid her ask
what she would, since he knew her motives must be pure. As a matter
of fact, he looked at her steadily, gravely, and attentively,
awaiting what more she had to say. He said no words to help or lead
her on.
‘I will tell you what I want to know,’ she said. ‘Does Miss Wynter
know about Otho—about what he does with his money—his gambling? Does
he want to marry her? and would it be good for him if he did marry
her?’
Having asked her questions, Eleanor sat, with her face aflame, and
looked at him, every trace of her first self-possession having
vanished. As he did not immediately answer, she went on hurriedly—
‘I asked Miss Wynter if she knew about Otho’s character and habits.
I asked her partly in joke and to tease her, because I saw she hated
me to take any interest in him; but she told me that if she knew
everything about him to the most minute particular, she would not
think of sharing her knowledge with me.’ Then, seeing Michael’s lips
grow tight and his eyebrows draw together, she added, ‘That is why I
know it is useless to ask her.’
‘It would be absurd to refuse to answer that question,’ said
Michael, almost contemptuously. ‘Every one in Bradstane knows that
Miss Wynter and your brother are friends—intimate friends, and that
she knows more about him than any one else, except——’ He paused,
with a look of deep distaste on his face.
‘I know, I know,’ said Eleanor, quickly.
‘Therefore that is no secret. As for your other questions—I must
decline to make any kind of an answer to them. I cannot imagine any
circumstances under which I would discuss those points.’
‘It is perfectly natural that you should feel so,’ said Eleanor,
every spark of spirit gone from her voice and attitude, as she sat,
leaning rather droopingly forward, despondency on her face, and her
fingers loosely twined together. She looked towards the ground after
that remark, and was silent, giving a deep sigh after a while.
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