Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Michael could not help looking at her as she sat thus, having
evidently almost forgotten his presence. In contemplating her he was
vividly aware of her beauty, and of the noble order to which it
belonged; but he was still more keenly alive to something else—to
the deep sadness which overspread her whole countenance and
attitude. He was sure, from her whole appearance, and from what his
experienced eye knew to be her temperament, that she was well-formed
for the enjoyment of pleasure. But not, it would seem, to the
exclusion of other things. It was quite evident that since the
discovery she had made with regard to Otho, she had not had much
delight in existence, or even found much relief in looking forward
to a better time. Michael could understand and appreciate this kind
of disposition; in a woman, he had grown greatly to admire it.
Eleanor, as she sat now, disappointed, puzzled, unhappy, seemingly
wondering what she was to do for the best, appealed very strongly to
the emotional side of his nature, which had been dormant for years
now—ever since he had taken his life and career into his own hands
again, after the great shock they had once sustained. But he was no
longer a boy, or even a very impetuous man,—at least, not the man
any more to let his impetuses run away with him. There was no
possible justification for the questions which Eleanor had asked
him. He was not going to answer them—was not going for one moment to
enter into any discussion on those points. But while his reason told
him how wrong she had been in asking the questions, his heart
forgave her freely the indiscretion. She had asked him—because she
felt she could trust him. He liked the bold frankness and
unconventionality of the action. Magdalen had ever loved the
strictest observance of outside form—unless there had been some
advantage to be gained by disregarding it. At this moment Eleanor
looked up, and met his eyes dwelling steadily on her face. She
blushed deeply.
‘I have to beg your pardon,’ said she, ‘for having brought you here
on such a fruitless errand. I might have known—I did know, in my
inmost heart—that you could not, and would not answer those
questions. But I felt so at sea in the matter. I had such a need of
guidance.’
Michael rose, smiling slightly.
‘Do not apologise,’ said he; ‘we all do impetuous things sometimes.
You, at least, were actuated by no bad motives.’
‘No,’ she said, in a low voice, as she, too, rose.
Then Michael, in his turn, gave way to a sudden impulse.
‘Because I cannot speak to you on these subjects,’ said he, ‘that is
no reason why you should not ask some one else; it is no reason why
you should not know what you wish to know. For my part, I think you
are quite right in seeking to learn the truth on these matters.’
‘But there is no one else,’ said Eleanor. ‘You and Miss Wynter are
the only——’
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