Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘So long as you are here,’ pursued Otho, addressing Ada, ‘things
cannot go very far wrong.’
‘Oh, Mr. Askam, what nonsense!’ said the girl, half-pleased,
half-confused, and wholly astonished, at this public manifestation
of favour and interest. She gave a furtive glance behind her, and
was not displeased to find that the audience had been augmented by
the arrival of more youths and maidens.
‘Otho,’ observed Magdalen, in her clear, low tones, ‘excuse me if I
remind you that this room is set apart for those who take part in
the performance, and I don’t think you ought to be here.’
‘I’m going to take part in the performance,’ said Otho, throwing his
head back, and flashing a curious glance upon her—a glance which Ada
saw, and in her silly little soul at once decided that Otho was
paying her more attention than was agreeable to Miss Wynter. That
was delightful to her, and she simpered complacently.
‘You!’ exclaimed Magdalen, who had also seen the glance, and who had
hard work not to betray the tremulousness she felt.
‘Yes, of course,’ said Otho, carelessly. ‘What’s to prevent me if I
choose?’
He brought forward a chair, and placed it for her with a polite bow,
and a wave of his hand, inviting her to be seated. Magdalen behaved
as if she were paralysed, as in truth she was, in a manner. She had
absolutely no precedent from which to judge the meaning of Otho’s
conduct just now. She had studied him, humoured him, flattered him,
made him the object of her supreme interest and supreme attention,
for more than five years; and within the last year, she had begun to
confess that her pains had been in vain—that he had never intended
to proceed to anything more than friendship, and was not likely now
to change his mind. And then her own deeds had avenged themselves
upon her, for in confessing this, she had suffered tortures, and in
trying to act upon it, and to shake off her intimacy with him, she
had found that she could not. He had made himself master of what
heart she possessed. Her resistance this evening to a demand of his
had cost her a pang, and this conduct of his, in consequence,
bewildered her. She was thrown off her guard; she felt that she was
groping in a fog, and she knew not how to battle with him. She
repented her now, in her soul, of having thwarted him just to-night,
since this was the way in which he chose to revenge himself. She
could see nothing except to maintain an unruffled personal dignity,
which she knew came easily to her, and, if necessary, to retire
altogether from the arena. She was calculating altogether without
her host in the matter, as Otho soon proved to her.
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