Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Little starched out puritan! You might write a tract, or get
Michael Langstroth to do it, and have it printed, and salve your
conscience over, by distributing it over the grand stand.’
‘I have something to say to you, Otho. I do not like living alone in
this great house when you are so much away; and I have been thinking
whether to go to the Dower House, and take up my abode there.’
‘Hoh!’ Otho paused. ‘While you are about it, why not cut the whole
concern, and go to the Websters?’ he said. ‘They would be overjoyed
to have you. It doesn’t suit you? I knew it wouldn’t; but you would
come. You see, my dear, when a little earthenware pipkin of a woman
jumps into the water, and is for sailing along with the brass pots,
she generally comes to grief. My life suits me; but it is so unlike
all you have been accustomed to, that you can’t fit into it—can’t
even settle down to look on at it. You look downright ill now,
and——’
‘Otho! that shows how little you understand,’ said she, a convulsive
laugh struggling with her inner bitterness of heart. The whole thing
came before her as so tragi-comic; so horrible, yet so laughable. So
Otho thought that playing fast and loose with his life, drinking and
dicing, brawling and betting, and generally conducting himself like
a blackguard, was a fine, heroic thing—a proof that he was a brass
pot amongst men, and able to sail unharmed down _that_ stream.
Ludicrous, pitiable, agonisingly laughable theory!
‘It remains to be proved which of us two is the brass pot, and which
the pipkin,’ she went on, unable to help smiling. ‘For my part, I
fancy we are both made of very common clay. But, to leave parables,
I would rather not go to the Websters. My ideas about life and other
things have changed very much lately. I would rather not return to
my old one at present. I should prefer to go to the Dower House, if
it will be all the same to you.’
‘Oh, quite. Since you prefer to stay here. It is an odd taste, I
think, for a girl brought up as you have been. But you are better
away from here. There’s no doubt of that.’
Eleanor was looking at him as he spoke, and saw, more plainly than
before, the haggardness, and the lines upon his face; it seemed to
her that they had been planted there since she had last seen him,
but this might be imagination. She was startled by a resemblance
which she fancied she discovered in this altered face of his, to a
miniature of their father which was in her possession—that father
who had been in tastes, character, and disposition, so utterly
unlike the son who followed him. Since coming to Thorsgarth she had
often studied this miniature, wondering how such a father came to
have such a son. At this moment Otho was leaning his head back, as
if weary. His wild eyes were closed, so that their strange, savage
look did not distort the likeness. Compunction, longing, yea, love
rushed into her heart.
‘Otho!’ she said, in a voice which trembled; and he looked up.
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