Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘What’s up?’ he demanded, seeing with surprise that she had risen
and was coming towards him.
‘Dear Otho!’ she repeated, as she knelt before him, and clasped his
hand in her own; ‘_why_ am I better away from you? Why better away
from my own brother, and my father’s house, where he intended me to
find my home? It is not right, Otho; it is not right that it should
be so. Ah, if you would only be different, how happy we might be—you
and Magdalen and I; and where in all your world outside will you
find anything that will endure as our love to you will?—for I know
that Magdalen does love you, though you treat her cruelly, as you
treat me.’
Otho stared down into her face with a strange, alien glance; a
shocked, wondering look. He was not rough; he did not repulse her,
but he looked as if she had been apostrophising him in some strange
tongue, which he could not understand. Presently he said—
‘Little girl, you don’t know what you are talking about. _I_ settle
down with you and Magdalen! Heaven help you! I should be mad, or
dead of it in a very short time. It is a thousand pities you should
think you have got anything to do with my concerns. Leave me alone,
that’s a good child. I’m past any mending of yours.’
She still knelt by his chair, gazing, as if she would have forced
the secret of his wild, unhappy nature to show itself. Perhaps she
thought of the happy dark days she had read of, when holy women, by
dint of fasting and prayer and faith, could master even such savage
souls as Otho’s—could cast forth devils, and so relieve the souls of
wretched men. Those days must be past, for she could gather nothing
from her searching gaze. Perhaps she was not holy enough. She had
prayed, but she had not fasted; and to judge from Effie’s chatter,
she had renounced none of the pomps and vanities of her station.
‘You will be all right at the Dower House,’ Otho resumed presently.
‘Then you can have people to stay with you, and make yourself a
little less dull. There! get up, don’t look so desperately
sentimental. I am as I am; and I shall get along, if you’ll leave me
alone.’
With that, he rose and put her aside, but gently and quietly; and
she was almost sure that the hands which rested for a moment on her
shoulders, quivered a little.
Otho went into the smoking-room, shut the door, and turned up the
light. He took a brandy decanter from a case of spirits which stood
on the sideboard, and poured some into a glass; and this time there
was no question as to his hand trembling. His lips, too, were
unsteady. He drank the brandy, and muttered to himself—
‘I must go and see Magdalen, or she will be suspicious. But not
to-night—not to-night. Surely to-morrow will do. What was it she
said to me that night about wronging her?’
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