Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘No, no! I was thinking nothing of the kind,’ said he. ‘You must not
go. Do you know—but of course you don’t—that she is perfectly insane
at this present moment? She would not know you. She does not know
me; and she would shriek with horror if any one showed her her
child. She is in the right hands, and you must not go near her.’
‘Mad—but she will get better?’
‘I hope so—at least, perhaps she may.’
‘But she will recover her reason?’
‘Most likely, if she lives. But it may be a long time first.’
Stayed in her desire to go to Ada’s help, and as it were cast back
upon herself, Eleanor stood drooping for a moment.
‘Have you had no telegram from London?’ he asked.
‘Oh, I had nearly forgotten. This is it,’ she said, taking it from
the mantelpiece. Michael read—
‘Your message received and attended to.’ It was from Gilbert. He
turned it over reflectively.
‘H’m! I wonder what that means.’
‘Can it mean that he is coming? I wish he had been more explicit.’
‘He would not wish to excite suspicion. Bradstane suspicion is
easily aroused. If he did come, it would be by the south mail, which
is due in a quarter of an hour. If you like, if you will allow me, I
will wait with you till he comes; or rather, till we see whether he
comes.’
‘You are very good. You are sure there is nothing more that I can
do?’
‘Nothing, at present.’
‘Then shall we go to the other room, and stay with Mrs. Parker till
we know what happens?’
‘If you like,’ said Michael, slowly; and he felt as if some living,
tangible thing were rushing on wings of swiftness towards them, so
visibly, to him, did the moment approach when the veil between them
should be rent aside. Yet he made a step towards the door, as if to
open it for her; and she moved towards it too, and swerved
unsteadily to one side, for excitement and suspense had told upon
her and weakened her. Michael knew that she was proud, and that her
pride impelled her to conceal what she felt as long as was
practicable; but not the slightest sign or movement that she made
could escape him. He was at her side in an instant.
‘No, stay here! Do not go into the other room,’ he said, taking her
hand. ‘I will bring Mrs. Parker to you, if you like; but do you stay
here.’
He had a firm hand, and a grasp at once strong and gentle; and as
she felt her hand in it she paused again, steadying herself against
the head of a sofa, and looking at him, half-affrighted, half-eager,
at the look she encountered.
‘It was nothing—the weakness of a moment,’ she said. ‘I will conquer
it. I must not give way now.’
‘I think you must,’ said he, as he released her hand, and stood
before her for a moment. ‘You are faint; you are weak; you are
broken. This battle is one for which you have never been trained.
Give way; it is the best.’
‘And what is to become of me if I do?’ she asked, blankly.
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