Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Magdalen smiled, and said, ‘I know that his tastes are for anything
exciting, anything highly flavoured. What will you wager that he is
tired of the turf in a year from now?’
‘Nothing at all. If I did wager on that subject, I would wager to the
contrary.’
‘Well, I think his superfluous cash would be more respectably employed
in setting your factories going.’
Here a loud ring sounded through the house.
‘I should not wonder if that were Michael calling,’ said Magdalen, and
she spoke in hurried tones. ‘Remember, Gilbert, not a word of this. I
feel better for speaking to you; and Michael is good, oh, so much better
than any of us! And he has cares of his own. And you will be my brother,
some day. Do you understand?’
‘My dear Magdalen, of course! Do not distress yourself, pray. There is
no need,’ he assured her, as Michael entered.
‘Why, Gilbert, that is well,’ said he, with a look of great pleasure. ‘I
have often wished that you could spare time to ride out and have a chat
with Magdalen now and then. Where did you meet?’
Michael sat half an hour, and then the brothers rode home in company.
Magdalen, when the two young men had left her, sat for a long time over
the fire, gazing into its glow, her elbows propped on her knees.
‘Gilbert is very observant—remarkably observant,’ she thought to
herself. ‘Who would have thought that he would see so quickly, and
Michael be so blind? And yet again, Gilbert sees, but sees only to
dissect—without any feeling, unless it be a feeling of pleasure in
showing one his power. Michael does not see, but if he did he would
sympathise. He is grand—at least, he would be if he were awake. With all
his love for me, I have not been able to awaken him. His time is yet to
come. Sympathise—yes; but what is sympathy? He can’t give me what I
want. Here am I, beautiful, yes, very beautiful, and very strong, and
with some brains in my head, though they all think I have none. And I
have to live, to vegetate, that is, as if I were some worn-out old
woman, as if I were my own great-aunt. It is horrible, horrible, and I
do not know how long I shall be able to bear it.’
A dreary blank seemed to open before her mind’s eye, and still she sat
motionless, staring into the fire.
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