Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle — John Shaqi
Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
‘Sir Thomas be d—d!’ said Gilbert, so heartily, and with such intense
emphasis, that Michael stared at him. This anger, passion, and violent
language, belonged to a phase in his brother’s character of which he had
scarcely suspected the existence. This sudden display might have put a
suspicious man on the alert, but Michael Langstroth was not suspicious;
and, moreover, he was one of those who, while they can fight the world
well enough, can oppose an iron front to their enemies, and treat their
detractors with careless scorn, are very tender, very weak, very
sensitive where their friends and those they love are concerned. He saw
only that Gilbert was vexed, and felt only that he was sorry to have
been the one to vex him. So to change the subject, he said—
‘Well, I should be glad enough to see the factories working again; but I
must say I wish I had a couple of thousands to start with. I would be
married to-morrow.’
Gilbert, who had other views for his thousands than, to use his own
phrase, ‘to give them to Magdalen Wynter to buy furniture with,’ felt in
his secret soul that love must make any man small; that it might make
even a generous man selfish.
‘What interest could you pay?’ he asked.
Michael shrugged his shoulders, knowing no reply to that question; and
Gilbert, in the tone of a tutor, who is master of his subject,
haranguing a pupil who does not know its A B C, went on: ‘You are my
brother, and, of course, I would like to help you first, if I could; but
we cannot afford it, Michael. We must wait. It is our only course.
Marriage must wait, and prosperity must wait. To hand you out a couple
of thousands now, would mean to throw our affairs back for years; and as
for my father and me——’
‘Oh, of course, I was joking,’ said Michael carelessly. ‘I know there is
no royal road to that kind of thing, but only hard work, and plenty of
it.’
He spoke as if he considered the subject at an end, and they rode the
rest of the way in silence. Gilbert’s mind was busy, and his indignation
active in that he had such a mean-minded brother.
‘I verily believe he would accept the situation of overseer to the
parish pump, if it should give him fifty pounds a year, and bring him
any nearer being married to that doll,’ he thought; and this sarcasm
was, as it were, the froth or scum thrown to the surface by an anger, a
fear, and an emotion which was at that time the deepest thing he could
feel, and of which it was no more the adequate measure than a yard-stick
would be adequate for measuring an ocean. And afterwards, when this
first ebullition of feeling was over, he fell to brooding over the
matter in a way which was inevitable from his nature and temperament, as
well as from his upbringing, and the lines in which his life had been
cast.
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