Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
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Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
The second boy, in order of years, was swarthy Roger Camm, the son of
the curate of Bradstane. Eleven were the years he counted in actual
point of time—thirty, perhaps, and those rough ones, in his knowledge of
care and trouble, in his painful, enforced acquaintance with grief, with
contrivances and economies, and weary struggles to make both ends meet.
For his father was not passing rich on forty pounds a year—he was more
than passing poor on something less than a hundred, out of which he had
dolefully to ‘keep up the appearance of a gentleman,’ clothe and feed
his son and himself, and educate the former. His wife, poor soul,
exhausted with the endless and complicated calculations necessitated by
this ever-present problem, had some years ago thankfully closed her
eyes, and said good-bye to labour and grief. The curate and his lad
struggled on without her as best they could. All that Roger learnt,
whether of solid instruction or flimsy accomplishment—little enough was
there of the latter to gloss his manners or appearance—he was taught by
his father, and that with fasting and prayer. Along with his Latin and
Greek declensions, he imbibed also the more bitter lesson of declining
fortunes; for his father had married late, and was not promoted as he
grew older and more careworn. Side by side with the first problem of
Euclid, as with the last, there was for ever present another, which it
would have required more than a mere mathematical head to answer, and
which yet imperiously demanded some sort of a solution; it was the
problem which Mrs. Camm had carried with her to her grave, and it ran:
‘Given, not sufficient income to buy a proper supply of butcher’s meat,
cakes, and ale, how to make water-porridge twice a day, with skim-milk
to wash it down, answer the same purpose as the more liberal diet, save
on certain rare and solemn feast-days, not specified in the calendar.’
And along with the invaluable rule, that prepositions govern the
objective case (for the Rev. Silas Camm held fast by the Lindley Murray
of his boyhood), Roger grasped and held fast the axiom, so that he could
and did mould his conduct upon it, that to bear your hardships in
silence is necessary—that to utter one word of complaint, to look
greedily at occasional dainties, or to gorge in unseemly fashion on the
abundance at other men’s tables, no matter what the size of the internal
void to be filled; to betray by word, look, or deed that you ever feel
the pinch of hunger at home—to do this is disgrace of the deepest dye,
second only to lying and stealing. By the time he was eleven years old,
Roger had digested these lessons thoroughly, and had, as it were,
assimilated them, so that they were in his system. Sometimes, at the
abundant ‘spreads’ on the Thorsgarth or Red Gables boards, his sallow
young face would take a faint glow, his deep-set black eyes would grow
wistfully misty, but never a word betrayed the bareness of the board at
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