Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations — John Shaqi
Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and AnnotationsBoswell, James
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Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations
Boswell, James
Boswell, James, 1740-1795
Inflated with his success as an author, and his supposed popularity as
the friend of the Corsicans and of Paoli, Boswell, on his return to
Edinburgh in the summer of 1768, began to eschew his legal duties and
spend his evenings at the gambling-table. To this practice he had been
formerly addicted, but he had temporarily renounced it, on the counsel
of Mr. Sheridan. In August, 1768, he reported to Mr. Temple that
“he found the fever still lurking in his veins,” and so indulged his
propensity. During the previous autumn he had experienced his father’s
resentment for his encouragement of theatricals and constant talk about
Paoli. In reference to his father’s displeasure he thus communicated
with Mr. Temple in September, 1767:—
“How unaccountable is it that my father and I should be so ill
together! He is a man of sense and a man of worth; but from some
unhappy turn in his disposition he is much dissatisfied with a son
whom you know. I write to him with warmth, with an honest pride,
wishing that he should think of me as I am; but my letters shock him,
and every expression in them is interpreted unfavourably. To give
you an instance, I send you a letter I had from him a few days ago.
How galling is it to the friend of Paoli to be treated so! I have
answered him in my own style. I will be myself.... Temple, would you
not like such a son? would you not feel a glow of parental joy? I know
you would; and yet my worthy father writes to me in the manner you
see, with that Scots strength of sarcasm which is peculiar to a North
Briton. But he is offended with that fire which you and I cherish as
the essence of our souls; and how can I make him happy? Am I bound to
do so at the expense, not of this or the other agreeable wish, but
at the expense of myself? The time was when such a letter from my
father as the one I enclose would have depressed; but I am now firm,
and as my revered friend Mr. Samuel Johnson used to say, I feel the
privileges of an independent human being. However, it is hard that I
cannot have the pious satisfaction of being well with my father.”
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