For Draven's, seeing I was defiant, felt hurt in its pride, and drew the
blockade closer around me. It had expected at least that I should make
some effort to win my way back into popularity, and it did not at all
like, when it chose to boycott me, that I should boycott it. So
gradually we forgot what the quarrel was about, and set ourselves to see
who could hold out longest.
A manly, sensible, Christian occupation for fifty fellow-creatures
during a dull winter month!
I never got the gymnasium to myself now, for whenever I went it was
always full, and remained full till I was tired of waiting for a vacant
bar or swing. As for football, hockey, paper-chasing, and the other
school sports, I was, of course, excluded both by my own pride and the
action of the school.
In fact, Draven's never pulled together so well at anything as they did
at boycotting me during those few weeks. Their discipline was splendid.
They all seemed to know exactly what to do and what not to do when I
appeared on the scene, and any hopes I had of winning over a few
stragglers to my side vanished before the blockade had lasted a week.
At first I didn't mind it. My mettle was up, I was excited, and the
consciousness that I was unjustly treated carried me through.
But in a few days the novelty began to wear off, and I began to get
tired of my own company. I still made the most of my elbow-room in
class and at meals, but it ceased to be amusing.
I tried to work hard in my study every evening, and to persuade myself I
was glad of the opportunity of making up for lost time; but somehow or
other the distant sounds of revelry and laughter made Livy and Euclid
more dull and uninteresting than ever. I tried to hug myself with the
notion of how independent I was in school and out, how free I was from
bores, how jolly the long afternoon walks were with no one hanging on at
my heels, how dignified it was to hold up my head when all the world was
against me. But spite of it all I moped.
Greatly to my disgust, Draven's did not mope. As I sat down in my
study, or wandered, still more solitary, in the crowded playground, it
seemed as if all the school except myself had never been in better
spirits. Fellows seemed to have shaken off the cloud which Browne's
expulsion had left behind. The football team was better than it had
been for a year or two, and I overheard fellows saying that the
"Saturday nights" were jollier even than last winter. In fact, it
seemed as if, like Jonah, the throwing of me overboard had brought fine
weather all round.
Still I was not going to give in. Draven's should be ashamed of itself
before I met it half way!
So I watched with satisfaction my face growing pale day by day, and I
aided this new departure in my favour by eating less than usual, giving
up outdoor exercise, and staying up late over my lessons.
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