"And havin' a mighty hard time of it, I reckon--'r you wouldn't be
makin' a push at stackin' lumber with them blistered hands. Say, boy;
I sort o' like your looks, and I'm goin' to give you a boost. They're
needin' a log-scaler in the sawmill. If you know figures, you can
catch on in half a day. Chase your feet down to the mill foreman and
tell him I sent you."
I went gladly enough, secured the new job, learned how to do it
acceptably, and was temerariously happy and light-hearted for two whole
weeks. Then my Nemesis found me again. In the third week I chanced to
get a glimpse of a short, heavy-set man talking to a bunch of my fellow
laborers. Before I could cross the mill yard to identify the stranger
he turned and walked quickly away; but the sixth sense of apprehension
which develops so surely and quickly in the ex-convict told me that the
heavy-set man was Abel Geddis's hired blacklister, and that I was once
more on the toboggan slide.
Pay-day came at the end of the week, and when the envelopes had been
given out the mill foreman took me aside.
"I'm sorry, Weyburn," he began curtly, "but I'm afraid you'll have to
be moving on. Personally, I don't care, one way or the other, what
you've been or where you hall from. You do your work well, and that's
all I ask of any man. But your story has got out among the hands, and
that settles it. They won't work with a convict."
When I took the long road again after this latest rebuff I knew that
the fine resolution with which I had left the prison five months
earlier was breaking down. The relentless pressure was doing its work,
and I began to ask myself how long I could hold out as a law-abiding
citizen and a victim of injustice against the belief of the world that
I was neither.
The five months' wanderings had carried me the length and breadth of
the State, and I had avoided only the large cities and my home
neighborhood. But with the lumber company's money in my pocket I
boarded a train for the State metropolis. At the end of the experiment
I was doing what the released criminal usually does at the
outset--seeking an opportunity to lose myself in the crowd.
Jobs were notably harder to find in the great city, though police
headquarters, where I reported myself, placed no obstacles in my way so
far as I know; took no note of me in any fashion, as I was afterward
led to believe. That the hired traducer would follow and find me I
made no doubt; but by this time I was becoming so inured to this
peculiar hardship that I refused to cross bridges until I came to them,
and was at times even able to forget, in the discouragements of other
hardships, that I was a marked man.
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