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"No violence, Gaspipe. I tell you, it's been tried before. When the
Dilson mobsters were through laughing at the idea of my taking over,
one or two thought that Digs Dilson should be avenged. But their guns
didn't even make me blink. I killed a couple, and impressed the others.
I put into them the fear of Tom-Tom." Again the chuckle. "I'm almost
as hard to hurt as I am to fool, Gaspipe. And that's very, very hard
indeed."
"What do you want of me?" blurted Gascon, scowling.
"Now that's a question," nodded Tom-Tom. "It might be extended a
little. What do I want of life, Gaspipe? Life is here with me, but
I never asked for it. It was thrust into me, and upon me. My first
feeling was of crazy rage toward the life-giver--"
"And so you killed him?" interrupted Gascon.
"I did. And the killing gave me the answer. The only thing worth while
in life is taking life."
Tom-Tom spread his wooden hands, as though he felt that he had made a
neat point. Gascon made a quick gesture of protest, then subsided as
Tom-Tom picked up the gun again.
"You're wrong, Tom-Tom," he said earnestly.
"Am I? You're going to give me a moral lecture, are you? But men
invented morals, so as to protect their souls. I don't have a soul,
Gaspipe. I don't have to worry about protecting it. I'm not human. I'm
a _thing_." Sitting on the desk, he crossed his legs and fiddled with
the gun. "You've lived longer than I. What else, besides killing, is
worth while in life?"
"Why--enjoyment--"
The marred head waggled. "Enjoyment of what? Food? I can't eat.
Companionship? I doubt it, where a freak like me is concerned.
Possessions? But I can't use clothes or houses or money or anything
like that. They're for men, not dummies. What else, Gaspipe?"
"Why--why--" This time Gascon fell silent.
"Love, you were going to say?" The chuckle was louder, and the glowing
yellow eyes flickered aside toward the place behind the wall where
Shannon was penned up. "You're being stupid, Gaspipe. Because you know
what love is, you think others do. Gaspipe, I'll never know what love
is. I'm not made for it."
"I see you aren't," Gascon nodded solemnly. "All right, Tom-Tom.
You can find life worth living if you try for supremacy in some
line--leadership--"
"That," said Tom-Tom, "is where killing comes in. And where you come
in, too."
He laid down the gun and put the tips of his jointed fingers together,
in a pose grotesquely like that of a mild lecturer. "I've given my
case a lot of time and thought, you see. I realize that I don't fit
in--humanity hasn't ever considered making a place for me. I don't have
needs or reactions or wishes to fit those of humanity."
"Is that why you turn to criminals? Because they don't fit into normal
human ethics, either?"
"Exactly, exactly." Tom-Tom nodded above his poised hands. "And
criminals understand me, and I understand them better than you think.
But," and he sounded a little weary, "they're no good, either.
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