Brazil -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, Brazilian -- Translations into English
I was astounded. Everybody praised my conduct. Such patience, such
devotion. The first formalities of the inventory detained me for a
while; I chose a solicitor; things followed their course in regular
fashion. During this time there was much talk of the colonel. People
came and told me tales about him, but without observing the priest's
moderation. I defended the memory of the colonel. I recalled his good
qualities, his virtues; had he not been austere?...
"Austere!" they would interrupt. "Nonsense! He is dead, and it's all
over now. But he was a regular demon!"
And they would cite incidents and relate the colonel's perversities,
some of which were nothing less than extraordinary.
Need I confess it? At first I listened to all this talk with great
curiosity; then, a queer pleasure penetrated my heart, a pleasure from
which, sincerely, I tried to escape. And I continued to defend the
colonel; I explained him, I attributed much of the fault-finding to
local animosity; I admitted, yes, I admitted that he had been a trifle
exacting, somewhat violent....
"Somewhat! Why he was as furious as a snake!" exclaimed the barber.
And all--the collector, the apothecary, the clerk--all were of the same
opinion. And they would start to relate other anecdotes. They reviewed
the entire life of the deceased. The old folks took particular delight
in recalling the cruelties of his youth. And that queer pleasure,
intimate, mute, insidious, grew within me--a sort of moral tape-worm
whose coils I tore out in vain, for they would immediately form again
and take firmer hold than ever.
The formalities of the inventory afforded me a little relief; moreover,
public opinion was so unanimously unfavorable to the colonel that
little by little the place lost the lugubrious aspect that had at first
struck me. At last I entered into possession of the legacy, which I
converted into land-titles and cash.
Several months had elapsed, and the idea of distributing the
inheritance in charity and pious donations was by no means so strong as
it had at first been; it even seemed to me that this would be sheer
affectation. I revised my initial plan; I gave away several
insignificant sums to the poor; I presented the village church with a
few new ornaments; I gave several thousand francs to the Sacred House
of Mercy, etc. I did not forget to erect a monument upon the colonel's
grave--a very simple monument, all marble, the work of a Neapolitan
sculptor who remained at Rio until 1866, and who has since died, I
believe, in Paraguay.
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