Yet restful though it all was, complete relaxation somehow would not
come. In spite of all his efforts, Dane found himself heir to twitching
muscles, sudden tensings. Half a dozen times, he caught himself
watching Nelva sidewise as she checked through a pile of papers, as if
he were afraid to leave her unobserved.
Why? Because he felt drawn to her as a woman? Because he feared that
she might slip away?
Or, because the contrast between the mask of distance she now wore,
as compared to the things he'd seen when their eyes first met, was so
marked as to make him permanently wary, unwilling to trust her?
The thought set irritation pricking at him. Abruptly, he sat up. "It's
no use."
"To try to rest, you mean, when you don't know who you are or where you
come from?"
"That's right." Dane spread his hands in a helpless gesture. "Why
should I be the first man in more than a hundred years to have this
happen to him? You said yourself amnesia's been wiped out."
"True enough," the woman nodded, ash-blonde hair shimmering. "In your
case, however, some rather unusual factors complicate the picture."
Dane frowned. "What kind of factors?"
For a long moment Nelva studied him, as if debating. Then, at last,
she said, "I guess there's no real harm in telling you. The reason we
know you're a victim of amnesia is because the survey ship's psychman
ran a narcoanalysis on you. And what you thought was a perception test,
downstairs here, was really a hypnoanalysis to check the psychman's
findings."
"So?"
"The results were most interesting. For one thing, you didn't respond
to treatment. Amnesia's an adaptive reaction to inner conflict, a
sort of hysterical inhibition. When the inhibition's released by the
Egrisanto technique, under deep analysis, ordinarily the block to
memory goes with it, and recall returns." Nelva ran a slim forefinger
along the edge of her papers; eyed Dane. "Do you follow me?"
Dane nodded slowly. "I think so."
"Then you'll understand how it startled me when I found no trace of
any real inhibition, no sensitive areas you were trying to protect."
Nelva spread her hands. "As a matter of fact you reacted freely on
every subject covered by the standard tests. And you showed a rather
remarkable fund of information on virtually every topic."
Dane groped. "Then what--?"
"Don't you see? You're holding back nothing--yet there's not even the
slightest hint as to where that knowledge came from! It's almost as if
you were a robot, with built-in reaction patterns and knowledge tapes
instead of a human brain."
A chill ran through Dane. He sat very still.
What was it the fiend-faced man, the Being-Without-A-Name, had said to
him in those first delirious moments of his awareness that now seemed
so long ago?--"Bow down to your creator?"
Involuntarily, Dane shuddered.
Nelva said, "You're thinking about your dream, aren't you? About how
the man said he'd created you?" Her voice was warm with sympathy.
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