Alternative histories (Fiction); Science fiction; Time travel -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Roger Tyss grew six years older and I can only charge it to the
heedless eye of youth that I saw no signs of that aging. Like Pondible
and, as I learned, so many members of the Grand Army, he wore a beard.
His was closely trimmed, wiry and grizzled. Above the beard and across
his forehead were many fine lines which always held some of the grime
of the store or printing press. You did not dwell long on either beard
or wrinkles however; what held you were his eyes: large, dark, fierce
and compassionate. You might have dismissed him at first glance as
simply an undersized, stoopshouldered, slovenly printer, had it not
been for those eyes which seemed in perpetual conflict with his other
features.
“Robbed and bludgeoned, ay?” he said with a curious disrespect for
sequence after Pondible had explained me to him. “Dog eats dog, and the
survivors survive. Backmaker, ay? Is that an American name?”
So far as I knew, I said, it was.
“Well, well; let’s not pry too deeply. So you want to learn. Why?”
“Why?” The question was too big for an answer, yet an answer of some
kind was expected. “I guess because there’s nothing else so important.”
“Wrong,” he said triumphantly, “wrong and illusory. Since nothing is
ultimately important there can be no degrees involved. Books are the
waste-product of the human mind.”
“Yet you deal in them,” I ventured.
“I’m alive and I shall die too; this doesnt mean I approve of either
life or death. Well, if you are going to learn you are going to learn;
there’s nothing I can do about it As well here as another place.”
“Thank you, sir.”
“Gratitude, Hodgins”—he never then nor later condescended to the
familiar “Hodge” nor did I ever address or even think of him except as
Mr Tyss—“Gratitude, Hodgins, is an emotion disagreeable both to the
giver and to the receiver. We do what we must; gratitude, pity, love,
hate, all that cant, is superfluous.”
I considered this statement reflectively.
“Look you,” he went on, “I’ll feed you and lodge you, teach you to set
type and give you the run of the books. I’ll pay you no money; you can
steal from me if you must You can learn as much here in four months as
in a college in four years—if you persist in thinking it’s learning you
want—or you can learn nothing. I’ll expect you to do the work I think
needs doing; any time you don’t like it youre free to go.”
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