Alternative histories (Fiction); Science fiction; Time travel -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
If I exposed Tyss to Enfandin I would certainly be basely ungrateful to
the man who had saved me from destitution and given me the opportunity
I wanted so much. Membership in the Grand Army was a crime, even though
the laws were laxly enforced, and I could hardly expect an official
receiving the hospitality of the United States to conceal knowledge of
a felony against his host, especially when the Grand Army was what it
was. Yet if I kept silent I would be less than a friend.
If I spoke I would be an informer; if I didnt, a hypocrite and worse.
The fact that neither man, for totally different reasons, would
condemn me whichever course I took increased rather than diminished my
perplexity. I procrastinated, which meant I was actually protecting
Tyss, and that this was against my sympathies increased my feeling of
guilt.
At this juncture a series of events involved me still deeper with the
Grand Army and further complicated my relationship to both Tyss and
Enfandin. It began the day a customer called himself to my attention
with a selfconscious clearing of his throat.
“Yes sir. Can I help you?”
He was a fat little man with palpably false teeth, and hair hanging
down behind over his collar. However the sum of his appearance was in
no way ludicrous; rather he gave the impression of ease and authority,
and an assurance so strong there was no necessity to buttress it.
“Why, I was looking for—” he began, and then scrutinized me sharply.
“Say, aint you the young fella I saw walking with a Nigra? Big black
buck?”
Seemingly everyone had been fascinated by the spectacle of two people
of slightly different shades of color in company with each other. I
felt myself reddening. “There’s no law against it, is there?”
He made a gargling noise which I judged was laughter. “Wouldnt know
about your damyankee laws, boy. For myself I’d say there’s no harm in
it, no harm in it at all. Always did like to be around Nigras myself.
But then I was rared among em. Most damyankees seem to think Nigras
aint fitten company. Only goes to show how narrerminded and bigoted you
folks can be. Present company excepted.”
“M’sieu Enfandin is consul of the Republic of Haiti,” I said; “he’s a
scholar and a gentleman.” As soon as the words were out I was bitterly
sorry for their condescension and patronage. I felt ashamed, as if I
had betrayed him by offering credentials to justify my friendship and
implying it took special qualities to overcome the handicap of his
color.
“A mussoo, huh? Furrin and educated Nigra? Well, guess theyre all
right.” His tone, still hearty, was slightly dubious. “Ben working here
long?”
“Nearly four years.”
“Kind of dull, aint it?”
“Oh no—I like to read, and there are plenty of books around here.”
He frowned. “Should think a hefty young fella’d find more interesting
things. Youre indented, of course? No? Well then youre a mighty lucky
fella. In a way, in a way. Naturally youll be short on cash, ay? Unless
you draw a lucky number in the lottery.”
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