As the night came down I was forced to seek shelter at an Associated
Charities lodging house, in front of which was an open surface sewer,
so vile that it was nauseating, the disease-breeding odor penetrating
the dormitory all through the night. I was met so gruffly that I felt
as if I had offended someone by my application for shelter even though
I was given to understand that I was expected to saw five barrels of
wood for it. I asked for the privilege of washing my hands and face;
for a sheet of paper and an envelope that I might write a letter
home; for something to read, and a place to read it. All these little
benefits, which meant just then so much to me and which cost nothing,
were bluntly denied. I was told to go out in the rear yard among
stacks of rubbish, where it was cold and damp, until the time arrived
for offering the hospitality of the place. Before going to bed I was
obliged to take a shower bath, which I thoroughly enjoyed, but which
was spoiled by a small, dirty, rough towel to dry myself with. The bed,
filthy, wretched and uncomfortable, I could scarcely have endured had I
not been so bruised and weary.
The usual charity breakfast dope of water soup, water coffee, and
coarse bread was given, for which I worked three hours. Edgeless tools
made the work extremely difficult. Many of the men worked half a day
for the night's shelter. I would have enjoyed the exhilarating work
on the wood for an hour if I had been given a breakfast. Any man would
who was able, and who wanted to keep his self-respect. I left the place
embittered. I felt that I had been robbed, as others did who were
forced into it, but it was a shelter.
The needs of another night were near at hand, and I had a half-day left
in which to look for work. I passed a fine restaurant where I noticed
the windows needed polishing up a bit. I stepped inside and asked the
privilege of cleaning them for a meal. My wish was granted. For my
hour's work I was given a delicious, wholesome meal and twenty-five
cents besides. I felt like doing a great deal for myself and something
for others. I was in luck.
After many trials I found work in a business place at five dollars per
week and board, for seven days in the week. I was to begin the next
morning. From exposure on the deck of the steamer I had contracted
a severe cold which settled into neuralgia, and one of my teeth was
aching beyond endurance. My twenty-five cents, which I was saving
for a bed, I was now obliged to spend in having the distracting
molar extracted. The first dentist to whom I described my pain and
possessions, refused to pull the tooth for less than fifty cents, but
the next man did it, and I was soon on the street feeling actually
happy,--but my bed money was gone.
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