I could not have returned to the Charity lodging house even if I had
cared to, as I was obliged to be at work at seven in the morning. As
it was now growing cold and dark, I was told by another "under-dog"
of the Hope Rescue Mission. I followed his suggestion by going there.
Entering, I registered my name, and discovered that my presence at
the evening meeting was demanded before I was eligible for a bed. I
attended the meeting and discovered that one must experience a change
of heart before he is actually certain of shelter, for the leader of
this heavenly mansion said in his address, "You fellers need not think
you can come here and make a big spiel, and get a bed unless you mean
what you say." Immediately after the service of song and praise, we
were shown to bed. The door of this "heavenly refuge" was locked at ten
o'clock for the night, and going to bed at this hour was compulsory.
As we entered, the light, which was so dim that we could scarcely
distinguish one cot from the other, and which hid the filth in which we
were to rest, was in a moment turned out and all was darkness. Without
undressing, I fell upon my bunk exhausted and was soon sound asleep,
but at some unknown hour in the night I awakened. Notwithstanding my
precaution in not undressing I realized that I was covered with vermin.
The filthy odor of sewer gas pervaded the place and poisoned every
breath of air we breathed. My first impulse was to get out of the
place, but where would I go? To go out onto the street at this time
of the night would probably mean arrest. I slid down from my bunk to
the floor and forced myself to remain there until we were called at
daylight.
* * * * *
All of these houses where a pretense is made of caring, perhaps, for
"angels unawares," are run with the greatest saving of expense. They
usually have a number of physically weak dependents who volunteer their
services for an existence. While we were lined up in a room next to the
eating place, we had prayer. As all the guests did not feel inclined
to kneel, one of the religious attaches who seemed to regard it a
religious duty to uphold the spirit of the institution demanded,
"What is the matter with you fellows, can't you kneel?"
This demand caused some back talk and probably would have ended in a
rough house if at that moment the names of the worthy for breakfast
had not been called. The breakfast consisted of luke-warm brown water,
called coffee, and coarse bread, lacking in quality and quantity. A
number of the men received nothing, and as we sat down before this
prepared infusion of warm water, one of the volunteers looked straight
at me and angrily said,
"Say, can't you ask the blessing?"
Before I could, with resentment, ask what for, a man opposite looked at
the fellow and said:
"Gwan, I'll put a lump on your thinker in a minute. Can't you see this
feller ain't no mission stiff?"
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