"You may be wondering, dearest mamma, why I am writing to you in
this way, because you told me that I must not write, and I have put
off my explanation until almost the end. I could not bear to be
without your letters any longer, and to-day I said so to my father.
I could not help telling him, because I was so miserable. And he
wishes me to tell you that it was all a mistake, and he is very
sorry; he never meant to put a stop to our writing to each other,
and he is very, _very_ sorry that we thought so." Lesley's version
was not so dignified as her father had intended it to be. "He was
terribly distressed when he found out that I was not writing to
you; and called himself all sorts of names--a tyrant and an ogre,
and asked what we must have thought of him! He was really very much
grieved about it, and never meant us to leave off writing. So now I
shall write as often as I please, and you, dearest mamma, will
write to me too.
"There is one thing I must say, darling mother, and you will not be
angry with me for saying it, will you? I think father must be
different now from what he was in the old days; or else--perhaps
there _may_ have been a mistake about him, such as there has been
about the letters! For he is so clever and gentle and kind--a
little sarcastic now and then, but always good! The poor people at
the Club (which I told you about in the last sheet) just adore him;
and they say that he has saved many of them from worse than death.
And you never told me about his book, dear mamma--'The Unexplored.'
It is such a beautiful book--surely you think so, although you
think ill of the writer? Of course you have read it? I have read it
four times, I think; and I want to ask him about some parts of it,
but I have never dared--I don't think he even knows that I have
read it. It has gone through more than twelve editions, and has
been translated into French and German, so you _must_ have seen it.
And Mr. Kenyon says it sells by thousands in America.
"It was Mr. Kenyon who first told me about it, and made me
understand how blind I was at first to my father's really _great_
qualities. I know he is not like grandpapa--he does sometimes seem
a little rough when compared to grandpapa; but then you always said
I must not expect every man I met in the world to have grandpapa's
courtly manners. And it must have been very lonely for you if he
went out at such funny hours as he does now, and did not breakfast
or lunch with you! But I am told that all 'journalists keep these
hours,' and that it is very provincial of me not to know it! It is
a very different house, and different life, from any that I ever
saw before; but I am getting accustomed to it now, especially since
Mr. Kenyon has talked to me.
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