"Dearest mother, don't think that I love you one whit the less
because I am away from you, and am learning to love other people a
little too. Nobody could be to me what you are, my own dear
mother.--Your child,
"LESLEY."
So Lesley's girlish, emotional, indiscreet letter went upon its way to
Lady Alice, who was just then in Eaton Square, and Lesley never dreamt
of the tears that it brought to her mother's eyes.
The letter was a shock to Lady Alice in more ways than one. First, it
showed her that on one point at least she _had_ been mistaken--and it
was a point that had long been a very sore one to her. Caspar had not
meant the correspondence between mother and daughter to cease--so he
said now; but she was certain that he had spoken very harshly about it
when the arrangement was first made. He had even affected to doubt
whether she had heart enough to care whether she heard from her child or
not. Well, possibly he had altered his views since those days. Lesley
said that he _must_ be different! Poor Lesley! thought Lady Alice, how
very little she knew! She seemed to have been as much fascinated by her
father as Lady Alice had been, in days long past, by Caspar Brooke as a
lover; but Lady Alice reflected that _she_ had never thought of Caspar
as good or gentle or "great" in any way. She thought of him chiefly in
his relation to herself, and in that relation he had not been
satisfactory. Yes, she remembered well enough the sarcastic remarks, the
odd hours, the discomfort of her solitary meals. Lesley could see all
these points, and yet discover good in the man, and not be disgusted?
Lady Alice could not understand her daughter's impartiality.
Of course--it had occurred to her once or twice--that, being human, she
_might_ have been mistaken. She could have got over the dreariness and
discomfort of Caspar's home, if Caspar had but loved her. Suppose--it
was just a remote possibility--Caspar had loved her all the time!
"The child has infected me with her romantic ideas," said Lady Alice, at
last, with a faint, sad smile. "Let me see--what does she say about her
friends? The Kenyons--Ethel Kenyon--Mr. Trent--the clergyman of the
parish--Mr. Kenyon--Mr. Kenyon I wonder who the Mr. Kenyon is of whom
she speaks so highly. Surely not a clergyman too? Poor Caspar disliked
clergymen so much. I wonder if Mrs. Romaine is still living in the
neighborhood. But no, I remember: she went out to Calcutta and then to
some German baths with her husband. What became of her, I wonder! If she
were friendly with Caspar still, Lesley would be sure to mention her to
me!"
And she read the letter through once more. But Lesley had not said a
word about Mrs. Romaine: her heart had been too hot and angry with the
remembrance of what Mrs. Romaine's brother had done, to lead her to say
one word about the family.
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