As for Christian, he seemed at first to devote himself to his task with
real zest and enjoyment, and to feel exceptionally well and contented.
For several days he ate with appetite, smoked his short pipe, and
squared his shoulders in the English jacket, giving expression to his
sense of ease and well-being. In the morning he went to the office at
about the same time as Thomas, and sat opposite his brother and Herr
Marcus in a revolving arm-chair like theirs. First he read the paper,
while he comfortably smoked his morning cigarette. Then he would fetch
out an old cognac from his bottom desk drawer, stretch out his arms
in order to feel himself free to move, say “Well!” and go to work
good-naturedly, his tongue roving about among his teeth. His English
letters were extraordinarily able and effective, for he wrote English
as he spoke it, simply and fluently, without effort.
He gave expression to his mood in his own way in the family circle.
“Business is really a fine, gratifying calling,” he said. “Respectable,
satisfying, industrious, comfortable. I was really born to it--fact!
And as a member of the house!--well, I’ve never felt so good before.
You come fresh into the office in the morning, and look through the
paper, smoke, think about this and that, take some cognac, and then
go to work. Comes midday; you eat with your family, take a rest, then
to work again. You write, on smooth, good business paper, with a good
pen, rule, paper-knife, stamp--everything first-class and all in
order. You keep at it, get things done one after the other, and finish
up. To-morrow is another day. When you go home to supper, you feel
thoroughly satisfied--satisfied in every limb. Even your hands--”
“Heavens, Christian,” cried Tony. “What rubbish! How can your hands
feel satisfied?”
“Why, yes, of course--can’t you understand that? I mean--” he made a
painstaking effort to express and explain. “You can shut your fist,
you see. You don’t make a violent effort, of course, because you are
tired from your work. But it isn’t flabby; it doesn’t make you feel
irritable. You have a sense of satisfaction in it; you feel easy and
comfortable--you can sit quite still without feeling bored.”
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