Herr Grünlich had drawn an arm-chair close to her seat in the window.
He sat down, he obliged her to sit as well, and, bowing over her
hand, which, limp with indecision, she resigned to him, he went on
in a trembling voice: “Fräulein Antonie, since first I saw you, that
afternoon,--do you remember that afternoon, when I saw you, a vision of
loveliness, in your own family circle?--Since then, your name has been
indelibly written on my heart.” He went back, corrected himself, and
said “graven”: “Since that day, Fräulein Antonie, it has been my only,
my most ardent wish, to win your beautiful hand. What your Father’s
letter permitted me only to hope, that I implore you to confirm to
me now in all certainty. I may feel sure of your consent--I may be
assured of it?” He took her other hand in his and looked deep into her
wide-open, frightened eyes. He had left off his worsted gloves to-day,
and his hands were long and white, marked with blue veins. Tony stared
at his pink face, at his wart, at his eyes, which were as blue as a
goose’s.
“Oh, no, no,” she broke out, rapidly, in terror. And then she added,
“No, I will never yield my consent.” She took great pains to speak
firmly, but she was already in tears.
“How have I deserved this doubt and hesitation?” he asked in a lower,
well-nigh reproachful tone. “I know you are a maiden cherished and
sheltered by the most loving care. But I swear to you, I pledge you my
word of honour as a man, that I would carry you in my arms, that as
my wife you would lack nothing, that you would live in Hamburg a life
altogether worthy of you--”
Tony sprang up. She freed her hand and, with the tears rolling down her
cheeks, cried out in desperation, “No, no! I said _no_! I am refusing
you--for heaven’s sake, can’t you understand?” Then Herr Grünlich rose
up too. He took one backward step and stretched out his arms toward
her, palms up. Seriously, like a man of honour and resolution, he spoke.
“Mademoiselle Buddenbrook, you understand that I cannot permit myself
to be insulted?”
“But I am not insulting you, Herr Grünlich,” said Tony, repenting her
brusqueness. Oh, dear, oh dear, _why_ did all this have to happen to
her? Such a wooing as this she had never imagined. She had supposed
that one only had to say: “Your offer does me great honour, but I
cannot accept it,” and that would be an end of the matter. “Your offer
does me great honour,” she said, as calmly as she could, “but I cannot
accept it. And now I must go; please excuse me--I am busy--” But Herr
Grünlich stood in front of her.
“You reject me?” he said gloomily.
“Yes,” Tony said; adding with tact, “unfortunately.”
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