“Reason enough for describing them,” said the Senator.
“_Assez_, Christian. That does not interest us in the least,” said the
Frau Consul. But he paid no attention. It was his peculiarity that at
such times nothing made any impression on him. He was silent awhile,
and then it seemed that the thing which moved him was ripe for speech.
“You go about feeling ghastly,” he said, turning to his brother and
wrinkling up his nose. “Headache, and upset stomach--oh, well, you have
that with other things, too. But you feel _filthy_”--here he rubbed his
hands together, his face entirely distorted. “You wash your hands, but
it does no good; they feel dirty and clammy, and there is grease under
the nails. You take a bath: no good, your whole body is sticky and
unclean. You itch all over, and you feel disgusted with yourself. Do
you know the feeling, Thomas? you do know it, don’t you?”
“Yes, yes,” said the Senator, making a gesture of repulsion with his
hand. But Christian’s extraordinary tactlessness had so increased
with the years that he never perceived how unpleasant he was making
himself to the company, nor how out of place his conversation was in
these surroundings and on this evening. He continued to describe the
evil effects of too much Swedish punch; and when he felt that he had
exhausted the subject, he gradually subsided.
Before they arrived at the butter and cheese, the Frau Consul found
occasion for another little speech to her family. If, she said, not
quite everything in the course of the years had gone as we, in our
short-sightedness, desired, there remained such manifold blessings as
should fill our hearts with gratitude and love. For it was precisely
this mingling of trials with blessings which showed that God never
lifted his hand from the family, but ever guided its destinies
according to His wise design, which we might not seek to question. And
now, with hopeful hearts, we might drink together to the family health
and to its future--that future when all the old and elderly of the
present company would be laid to rest; and to the children, to whom the
Christmas feast most properly belonged.
As Director Weinschenk’s small daughter was no longer present, little
Johann had to make the round of the table alone and drink severally
with all the company, from Grandmamma to Mamsell Severin. When he came
to his father, the Senator touched the child’s glass with his and
gently lifted Hanno’s chin to look into his eyes. But his son did not
meet his glance: the long, gold-brown lashes lay deep, deep upon the
delicate bluish shadows beneath his eyes.
Therese Weichbrodt took his head in both her hands, kissed him
explosively on both cheeks, and said with such a hearty emphasis that
surely God must have heeded it, “Be happy, you good che-ild!”
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