An hour later Hanno lay in his little bed, which now stood in the
ante-chamber next to the Senator’s dressing-room. He lay on his back,
out of regard for his stomach, which feeling was far from pleasant over
all the things he had put into it that evening. Ida came out of her
room in her dressing-gown, waving a glass about in circles in the air
in order to dissolve its contents. He drank the carbonate of soda down
quickly, made a wry face, and fell back again.
“I think I’ll just have to give it all up, Ida,” he said.
“Oh, nonsense, Hanno. Just lie still on your back. You see, now: who
was it kept making signs to you to stop eating, and who was it that
wouldn’t do it?”
“Well, perhaps I’ll be all right. When will the things come, Ida?”
“To-morrow morning, first thing, my dearie.”
“I wish they were here--I wish I had them now.”
“Yes, yes, my dearie--but just have a good sleep now.” She kissed him,
put out the light, and went away.
He lay quietly, giving himself up to the operation of the soda he had
taken. But before his eyes gleamed the dazzling brilliance of the
Christmas tree. He saw his theatre and his harmonium, and his book of
mythology; he heard the choir-boys singing in the distance: “Rejoice,
Jerusalem!” Everything sparkled and glittered. His head felt dull and
feverish; his heart, affected by the rebellious stomach, beat strong
and irregularly. He lay for long, in a condition of mingled discomfort,
excitement, and reminiscent bliss, and could not fall asleep.
Next day there would be a third Christmas party, at Fräulein
Weichbrodt’s. He looked forward to it as to a comic performance in
the theatre. Therese Weichbrodt had given up her _pensionnat_ in
the past year. Madame Kethelsen now occupied the first storey of
the house on the Mill Brink, and she herself the ground floor, and
there they lived alone. The burden of her deformed little body grew
heavier with the years, and she concluded, with Christian humility
and submission, that the end was not far off. For some years now she
had believed that each Christmas was her last; and she strove with
all the powers at her command to give a departing brilliance to the
feast that was held in her small overheated rooms. Her means were
very narrow, and she gave away each year a part of her possessions to
swell the heap of gifts under the tree: knick-knacks, paper-weights,
emery-bags, needle-cushions, glass vases, and fragments of her
library, miscellaneous books of every shape and size. Books like “The
Secret Journal of a Student of Himself,” Hebel’s “Alemannian Poems,”
Krummacher’s “Parables”--Hanno had once received an edition of the
“Pensées de Blaise Pascal,” in such tiny print that it had to be read
with a glass.
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