But the Senator was not satisfied. He spoke of the ease with which the
property could be divided, emphasized his responsibility toward his
sister, and remained by the sum of thirty thousand thaler. After which
he had to listen, with a mixture of enjoyment and impatience, to a
rejoinder from Herr Gosch, which lasted some two hours, during which
the broker sounded, as it were, all the registers of his character. He
played two rôles at once: first, the hypocritical villain, with a sweet
voice, his head on one side, and a smile of open-hearted simplicity.
Stretching out his large, white hand, with the long, trembling fingers,
he said “Agree, my dear young patron: eighty-four thousand marks--it is
the offer of an honest old man.” But a child could have seen that this
was all lies and treachery--a deceiving mask, behind which the man’s
deep villainy peeped forth.
Thomas Buddenbrook finally declared that he must take time to think,
and that in any case he must consult his sister, before he accepted the
twenty-eight thousand thaler--which was unlikely. Then he turned the
conversation to indifferent topics and asked Herr Gosch about business
and his health.
Things were going badly with Herr Gosch. He made a fine, sweeping
gesture to wave away the imputation that he was a prosperous man.
The burdens of old age approached, they were at hand even now; as
aforesaid, his grave was dug. He could not even carry his glass of grog
to his lips without spilling half of it, his arm trembled so like the
devil. It did no good to curse. The will no longer availed. And yet--!
He had his life behind him--not such a poor life, after all. He had
looked at the world with his eyes open. Revolutions had thundered by,
their waves had beat upon his heart--so to speak. Ha! Those were other
times, when he had stood at the side of Consul Johann Buddenbrook,
the Senator’s father, at that historic sitting, and defied the fury
of the raging mob. A frightful experience! No, his life had not been
poor, either outwardly or inwardly. Hang it--he had been conscious of
powers--and as the power is, so is the ideal--as Feuerbach says. And
even now--even now, his soul was not impoverished, his heart was still
young: it had never ceased, and would never cease, to be capable of
great emotions, to live fervently in and for his ideals. They would
go with him to his grave.--But were ideals, after all, meant to be
realized? No, a thousand times no! We might long for the stars, but
should we ever reach them? No, hope, not realization, was the most
beautiful thing in life: “L’espérance, tout trompeuse qu’elle est,
sert au moins à nous mener à la fin de la vie par un chemin agréable.”
La Rochefoucauld said that, and it was fine, wasn’t it? Oh, yes, his
honoured friend and patron, of course, did not need to console himself
with that sort of thing. The waves of life had lifted him high on their
shoulders, and fortune played about his brow. But for the lonely and
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