submerged, who dreamed alone in the darkness--
Suddenly--“_You_ are happy,” he said, laying his hand on the Senator’s
knee, and looking up at him with swimming eyes. “Don’t deny it--it
would be sacrilege. You are happy. You hold fortune in your arms.
You have reached out your strong arms and conquered her--your strong
hands,” he corrected himself, not liking the sound of “arms” twice so
close together. He was silent, and the Senator’s deprecating, patient
reply went unheard. He seemed to be darkly dreaming for a moment; then
he got up.
“We have been chatting,” he said, “but we came together on business.
Time is money. Let us not waste it in hesitation. Listen to me. Since
it is you: since it is you, you understand--” here it almost looked as
though Herr Gosch was about to give way again to another rhapsody; but
he restrained himself. He made a wide, sweeping gesture, and cried:
“Twenty-nine thousand thaler, eighty-seven thousand marks current, for
your mother’s house! Is it a bargain?” And Senator Buddenbrook agreed.
Frau Permaneder, of course, found the sum ridiculously small.
Considering the memories that clung about it, she would have thought
a million down no more than an honest price for their old home. But
she rapidly adjusted herself--the more readily that her thoughts and
efforts were soon taken up by plans for the future.
She rejoiced from the bottom of her heart over all the good furniture
that had fallen to her share. And though there was no idea of bustling
her away from under the parental roof, she plunged at once, with the
greatest zest, into the business of finding and renting a new home. The
leave-taking would be hard--the very thought of it brought tears to
her eyes. But the prospect of a change was not without its own charm
too. It was almost like another setting-out--the fourth one! And so
again she looked at houses and visited Jacob’s; again she bargained for
portières and stair-carpets. And while she did all that, her heart beat
faster--yes, even the heart of this old woman who was steeled by the
misfortunes of life!
Weeks passed like this: four, five, six weeks. The first snow fell,
the stoves crackled. Winter was here again; and the Buddenbrooks began
to consider sadly what sort of Christmas feast they should have this
year. But now something happened: something surprising and dramatic
beyond all words, something that simply knocked you off your feet. Frau
Permaneder paused in the midst of her business, like one paralyzed.
“Thomas,” she said, “am I crazy? Is Gosch dreaming? It is too absurd,
too outlandish--” She held her temples with both her hands. The Senator
shrugged his shoulders.
“My dear child, nothing at all is decided yet. But there is the
possibility--and if you think it over quietly, you will see that there
is nothing so extraordinary about it, after all. It is a little
startling, I admit. It gave me a start when Gosch first told me. But
absurd? What makes it absurd?”
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