He saved in everything, so far as he could--without subjecting himself
to gossip. But he did not save where his clothes were concerned--he
still had them made by the best Hamburg tailor, and spared no expense
in the care and replenishing of his wardrobe. A spacious cabinet, like
another room, was built into the wall of his dressing-room; and here,
on long rows of hooks, on wooden hangers, were coats, smoking jackets,
frock-coats, evening clothes, clothes for all occasions, all seasons,
and all grades of formality; the carefully creased trousers were
arranged on chairs beneath. The top of his chest of drawers was covered
with combs, brushes, and toilet preparations for hair and beard; while
within it was the supply of body linen of all possible kinds, which was
constantly changed, washed, worn out, and renewed.
He spent in this dressing-room not only the early hours of each
morning, but also a long time before every dinner, every sitting of
the Senate, every public appearance--in short, before every occasion
on which he had to show himself among his fellow men--even before the
daily dinner with his wife, little Johann, and Ida Jungmann. And when
he left it, the fresh underwear on his body, the faultless elegance of
his clothing, the smell of the brilliantine on his moustache, and the
cool, astringent taste of the mouth-wash he used--all this gave him a
feeling of satisfaction and adequacy, like that of an actor who has
adjusted every detail of his costume and make-up and now steps out
upon the stage. And, in truth, Thomas Buddenbrook’s existence was no
different from that of an actor--an actor whose whole life has become
one long production, which, but for a few brief hours for relaxation,
consumes him unceasingly. In the absence of any ardent objective
interest, his inward impoverishment oppressed him almost without any
relief, with a constant, dull chagrin; while he stubbornly clung to
the determination to be worthily representative, to conceal his inward
decline, and to preserve “the _dehors_” whatever it cost him. All
this made of his life, his every word, his every motion, a constant
irritating pretence.
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