“Great waves,” said Thomas Buddenbrook. “How they come on and break,
come on and break, one after another, endlessly, idly, empty and vast!
And yet, like all the simple, inevitable things, they soothe, they
console, after all. I have learned to love the sea more and more. Once,
I think, I cared more for the mountains--because they lay farther off.
Now I do not long for them. They would only frighten and abash me.
They are too capricious, too manifold, too anomalous--I know I should
feel myself vanquished in their presence. What sort of men prefer the
monotony of the sea? Those, I think, who have looked so long and deeply
into the complexities of the spirit, that they ask of outward things
merely that they should possess one quality above all: simplicity.
It is true that in the mountains one clambers briskly about, while
beside the sea one sits quietly on the shore. This is a difference, but
a superficial one. The real difference is in the look with which one
pays homage to the one and to the other. It is a strong, challenging
gaze, full of enterprise, that can soar from peak to peak; but the
eyes that rest on the wide ocean and are soothed by the sight of its
waves rolling on forever, mystically, relentlessly, are those that
are already wearied by looking too deep into the solemn perplexities
of life.--Health and illness, that is the difference. The man whose
strength is unexhausted climbs boldly up into the lofty multiplicity of
the mountain heights. But it is when one is worn out with turning one’s
eyes inward upon the bewildering complexity of the human heart, that
one finds peace in resting them on the wideness of the sea.”
Frau Permaneder was silent and uncomfortable,--as simple people
are when a profound truth is suddenly expressed in the middle of a
conventional conversation. People don’t say such things, she thought to
herself; and looked out to sea so as not to show her feeling by meeting
his eyes. Then, in the silence, to make amends for an embarrassment
which she could not help, she drew his arm through hers.
CHAPTER VII
Winter had come, Christmas had passed. It was January, 1875. The snow,
which covered the foot-walks in a firm-trodden mass, mingled with sand
and ashes, was piled on either side of the road in high mounds that
were growing greyer and more porous all the time, for the temperature
was rising. The pavements were wet and dirty, the grey gables dripped.
But above all stretched the heavens, a cloudless tender blue, while
millions of light atoms seemed to dance like crystal motes in the air.
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