His tiny hands play among the gilt trimmings of his nurse’s waist;
his head, in a lace cap trimmed with pale blue ribbons, lies sidewise
on the pillow, turned heedlessly away from the preacher; he stares
out into the room, at all his relatives, with an old, knowing look.
Those eyes, under their long-lashed lids, blend the light blue of the
Father’s and the brown of the Mother’s iris into a pale, indefinite,
changeful golden-brown; but bluish shadows lie in the deep corners
on both sides of the nose, and these give the little face, which is
hardly yet a face at all, an aged look not suited to its four weeks of
existence. But, please God, they mean nothing--for has not his Mother
the same? And she is in perfectly good health. And anyhow, he lives--he
lives, and is a son; which was the cause, four weeks ago, for great
rejoicing.
He lives--and it might have been otherwise. The Consul will never
forget the grip of good Dr. Grabow’s hand, as he said to him, four
weeks ago, when he could leave the mother and child: “Give thanks
to God, my dear friend--there wasn’t much to spare.” The Consul
has not dared to ask his meaning. He put from him in horror the
thought that his son--this tiny creature, yearned for in vain so
many years--had slipped into the world without breath to cry out,
almost--_almost_--like Antonie’s second daughter. But he knows that
that hour, four weeks ago, was a desperate one for mother and child;
and he bends tenderly over Gerda, who reclines in an easy-chair in
front of him, next his Mother, her feet, in patent-leather shoes,
crossed before her on a velvet cushion.
How pale she still is! And how strangely lovely in her pallor, with
that heavy dark-red hair and those mysterious eyes that rest upon the
preacher in half-veiled mockery! Herr Andreas Pringsheim, _pastor
marianus_, succeeded thus young to the headship of St. Mary’s after
old Kölling’s sudden death. He holds his chin in the air and his
hands prayerfully folded beneath it. He has short, curly blond hair
and a smooth-shaven, bony face, with a somewhat theatrical range of
expression, from fanatical zeal to an exalted serenity. He comes from
Franconia, where he has been for some years, serving a small Lutheran
community among Catholics; and his effort after a clear and moving
delivery has resulted in exaggerated mannerisms; an _r_ rolled upon his
front teeth and long, obscure, or crudely accented vowel-sounds.
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