Hanno’s and Kai’s conversation was in striking contrast to that which
went on around them among their fellows. This friendship had been
recognized in the school for a long time. The masters suffered it
grudgingly, suspecting that it meant disaffection and future trouble.
The pupils could not understand it, but had settled down to regarding
it with a sort of embarrassed dislike, and to thinking of the two
friends as outlaws and eccentrics who must be left to their own
devices. They recognized, it is true, the wildness and insubordination
of Kai, Count Mölln, and respected him accordingly. As for Hanno
Buddenbrook, big Heinricy, who thrashed everybody, could not make up
his mind to lay a finger on him by way of chastisement for dandyism or
cowardice. He refrained out of an indefinite respect and awe for the
softness of Hanno’s hair, the delicacy of his limbs, and his sad, shy,
cold glance.
“I’m scared,” Hanno said to Kai. He leaned against the wall of the
school, drawing his jacket closer about him, yawning and shivering,
“I’m so scared, Kai, that it hurts me all over my body. Now just
tell me this: is Herr Mantelsack the sort of person one ought to be
afraid of? Tell me yourself! If this beastly Ovid lesson were only
over! If I just had my bad mark, in peace, and stopped where I am, and
everything was in order! I’m not afraid of that. It is the row that
goes beforehand that I hate!”
Kai was still deep in thought. “This Roderick Usher is the most
remarkable character ever conceived,” he said suddenly and abruptly.
“I have read the whole lesson-hour. If ever I could write a tale like
that!”
Kai was absorbed in his writing. It was to this he had referred when
he said that he had something better to do than his preparation, and
Hanno had understood him. Attempts at composition had developed out of
his old propensity for inventing tales; and he had lately completed
a composition in the form of a fantastic fairy tale, a narrative of
symbolic adventure, which went forward in the depths of the earth
among glowing metals and mysterious fires, and at the same time in the
souls of men: a tale in which the primeval forces of nature and of the
soul were interchanged and mingled, transformed and refined--the whole
conceived and written in a vein of extravagant and even sentimental
symbolism, fervid with passion and longing.
Hanno knew the tale well, and loved it; but he was not now in a frame
of mind to think of Kai’s work or of Edgar Allan Poe. He yawned again,
and then sighed, humming to himself a _motif_ he had lately composed on
the piano. This was a habit with him. He would often give a long sigh,
a deep indrawn breath, from the instinct to calm the fluctuating and
irregular action of his heart; and he had accustomed himself to set
the deep breathing to a musical theme of his own or some one else’s
invention.
“Look, there comes the Lord God,” said Kai. “He is walking in his
garden.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account