This “in-breaking” energy that joins up with the raw material of
procreation,--this is the Kamma of some other existence which has been
unable any longer to maintain its form against the pressure of the
external world, an occurrence which we usually denominate “death.” The
Kamma of the disintegrating existence--so the Buddha teaches--at the
moment of death passes over into a new abode, plants itself, breaks in
here in new inflammable material, kindles a new _I_-process, fashions
a new _I_-sayer. And as the igniting spark _becomes_ the flame by
developing itself, growing, unfolding along with the material of which
it has taken hold, so does Kamma _become_ the new form of existence by
developing itself, growing, unfolding along with the material of which
it has taken hold. In other words, _I am the form of my Kamma. I am my
Kamma corporealised._
This Kamma series it is which constitutes the _actual_ genealogical
tree of a living being. As the genealogical tree of a fire does not
lead in the direction of the forest or the coal-mine whence its
material was derived, but back to the flame from out of which the
kindling spark took hold, so the genealogical tree of living beings
does not run back in the direction of progenitors but in the direction
of the Kamma, the direction of a disintegrating existence. “Heirs of
deeds,” therefore, the Buddha calls living beings, not heirs of mother
and father; and, “springing from the womb of Kamma (_kammayonī_).” The
Kamma, in virtue of which I now say “_I_,” derives from a previous
existence; the “_I_-sayer” of this previous existence, on his part
again, derives from a previous existence, and so on further and further
back in a series that never has had a beginning. _At every moment
of my existence I am the final member of a beginningless series of
“I-sayers.”_ The Kamma at this moment active in me--it has never not
existed, never not been active. This is what means a self-sustaining
process. Such a process can never have had a beginning; for then it
would be no self-sustaining thing, it would have been created, either
by a god, or by external circumstances and antecedent conditions. It
would be no actual process but a product. As soon as clear cognition
brings me the insight that I am a pure process of combustion, _i.e._
sustain myself, along with that insight is given as a logical necessity
beginninglessness.
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